SUPER DANIEL HENNEY FANGIRL MODE!
TRANSFORM!!
*sparkle sparkle*
*flash*
*appears*
OMG DANIEL HENNEY!! KYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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God's finest creation. ;D
*BITES AND GNAWS ON SHEELA'S ARM*
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Sheela, I blame thee!
Okay.... I have to do this to calm myself down. I'm screaming inside. D:
SUPER DANIEL HENNEY FANGIRL MODE!
TRANSFORM!!
*sparkle sparkle*
*flash*
*appears*
OMG DANIEL HENNEY!! KYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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God's finest creation. ;D
*BITES AND GNAWS ON SHEELA'S ARM*
SUPER DANIEL HENNEY FANGIRL MODE!
TRANSFORM!!
*sparkle sparkle*
*flash*
*appears*
OMG DANIEL HENNEY!! KYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God's finest creation. ;D
*BITES AND GNAWS ON SHEELA'S ARM*
Friday, December 25, 2009
Feh...
So... how was your Christmas?
I know it's still Christmas when I'm writing this but unless miracle happens, today will turn out to be good.
Morning was okay. It started with laughter and plans with what to do with mum. Then parents went out and my mum came back crying. I didn't know what happened. I don't want to know. My Christmas was ruined. There was no going out, no laughter, no joy. There was only silence, PURE BOREDOM... DULL. FUCK THAT.
Yes, I'm angry.
I wanted today to be special. Because... it IS a special day. isn't it? Happens once in a year. But no it had to be ruin. I just want to break down but bleh, no point ya know. Not only there's no present for me, there was no family outing. I wanted a family outing. Heck, I don't need presents. I just need at least a happy time together for the whole day. It rarely happen. Dad's always working, Mum's always busy and my sister's always in her own world. I'm on my own, ya know. I'm still always lonely.
Now I'm here typing, dad's snoozing, mum's having a headache from crying earlier and doing housework and sister's with little Toffee. I know there are people out there more unfortunate than me today. This is what I've been telling myself for the whole day but I just have to rant it out and forget it ya know. Besides, there's no one else listening to me. Okay, there is... obviously... she 'unbugged' me cause I didn't seem to want to talk. Yes, I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to ruin her Christmas. She was already bored and faraway from her family. -_- I don't want to make her more miserable.
I'm just really frustrated inside. Multiple times I wanted a family get together. Multiple times it failed. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPEN. Mostly because my parents don't agree over something stupid... dad's always so stubborn and mum's always not putting herself in someone else's shoes. It's always all about her. Yes, she sarcrificed a lot. She reminded us everytime she's upset.
I'm a human too, ya know.
Happy birthday, Jesus.
I know it's still Christmas when I'm writing this but unless miracle happens, today will turn out to be good.
Morning was okay. It started with laughter and plans with what to do with mum. Then parents went out and my mum came back crying. I didn't know what happened. I don't want to know. My Christmas was ruined. There was no going out, no laughter, no joy. There was only silence, PURE BOREDOM... DULL. FUCK THAT.
Yes, I'm angry.
I wanted today to be special. Because... it IS a special day. isn't it? Happens once in a year. But no it had to be ruin. I just want to break down but bleh, no point ya know. Not only there's no present for me, there was no family outing. I wanted a family outing. Heck, I don't need presents. I just need at least a happy time together for the whole day. It rarely happen. Dad's always working, Mum's always busy and my sister's always in her own world. I'm on my own, ya know. I'm still always lonely.
Now I'm here typing, dad's snoozing, mum's having a headache from crying earlier and doing housework and sister's with little Toffee. I know there are people out there more unfortunate than me today. This is what I've been telling myself for the whole day but I just have to rant it out and forget it ya know. Besides, there's no one else listening to me. Okay, there is... obviously... she 'unbugged' me cause I didn't seem to want to talk. Yes, I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to ruin her Christmas. She was already bored and faraway from her family. -_- I don't want to make her more miserable.
I'm just really frustrated inside. Multiple times I wanted a family get together. Multiple times it failed. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPEN. Mostly because my parents don't agree over something stupid... dad's always so stubborn and mum's always not putting herself in someone else's shoes. It's always all about her. Yes, she sarcrificed a lot. She reminded us everytime she's upset.
I'm a human too, ya know.
Happy birthday, Jesus.
>_> Cat craze forever
I found a new manga. XD Simple and short.
Check this out!
Check... nao... I DEMAND YOU!
I wonder if Toffee actually thinks like that. D:
Check this out!
Check... nao... I DEMAND YOU!
I wonder if Toffee actually thinks like that. D:
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Heyho~!
Yesterday went to watch movie with Sharon, Lit Yee and Peter. We watched.... Jeng jeng....!
The princess and the frog.
Very funny though not so... uhm... well, it just didn't 'wow' me. Honestly. As usual, like Disney... lots of singing.
After movie, we walked around and then I had to go home! SHORT BLOG! WHEE!
The princess and the frog.
Very funny though not so... uhm... well, it just didn't 'wow' me. Honestly. As usual, like Disney... lots of singing.
After movie, we walked around and then I had to go home! SHORT BLOG! WHEE!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Laser tag
I forgot which day it was but last week I went out with Sharon and her classmates. There were new faces and I wasn't introduced to them. I said that before I know. XD Only seven were allowed in laser tag. And there were twelve of us. =D So we were divided to two groups - six persons each. I was in the second group. So while waiting, the boys played snooker while we girls watched. -_-;
Not much happening but I had fun when we play laser tag. If only the place was bigger. At the end of the laser tag, everyone sat and rested while some continued to play snooker. Slowly, one by one they all left. However, before we left, we managed to watch Jacky and I forgot who had a go at the go-kart. =D Looks fun.
After all that, Peter, Sharon's friend dropped me, Lit Yee and Sha off in Spring. We had our lunch there and I walked over to my grandma's house. Oh yea, it was the day I brought Toffee home. XD My mum came to pick me up and then Sharon and Lit Yee. After dropping Lit Yee off back in campus, we all headed home and waited for Sharon's friend to pick her up. She left at about 9.30-ish. =D Nothing interesting or big going on but I definitely had my fun.
Not much happening but I had fun when we play laser tag. If only the place was bigger. At the end of the laser tag, everyone sat and rested while some continued to play snooker. Slowly, one by one they all left. However, before we left, we managed to watch Jacky and I forgot who had a go at the go-kart. =D Looks fun.
After all that, Peter, Sharon's friend dropped me, Lit Yee and Sha off in Spring. We had our lunch there and I walked over to my grandma's house. Oh yea, it was the day I brought Toffee home. XD My mum came to pick me up and then Sharon and Lit Yee. After dropping Lit Yee off back in campus, we all headed home and waited for Sharon's friend to pick her up. She left at about 9.30-ish. =D Nothing interesting or big going on but I definitely had my fun.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Dad's birthday
I know previous post was an angry one and I apologize. Well I'm gonna replace this with something happy? =D?
12th Dec, yesterday, was my dad's birthday. There was nothing big going on there. -_- You know dads, they won't want us to spend a lot of money on them though I think they secretly wants something. >_>
I'm embarrassed to say, I gave nothing. I planned to make a flash animation for him. It's free! But unfortunately, since five days ago, I've been busy. But I think I'm still going to work on it. A belated birthday present perhaps but I'm rather new to this flash animation thing so it'll take some time. I know what song I'm going to dedicate to him. IF I manage to finish it, I'll probably post it here.
We went to this restaurant, located at 101. Something new for us. Majority of the food inside is seafood though. So seafood lovers, here's a place you can try. Not many choices like in Buntal but still, it's nice.
This is him, waiting to be serve. XD
My sister busy with phone
Couldn't take mum's picture. KEPT COVERING HER FACE BO! D:
Jeng jeng! Failed photography skill. Peanuts, those soft ones with a little sauce. At first me and my mum thought it was those hard ones and we grabbed it with our fingers. Men-sia soi-kan. -_-
After dinner, we went home and rested for a while before we move to the cake part.
A blueberry cheesecake, yummy but likely to get diabetes if the whole cake is eaten. Bought at Taka. I think. Or was it Mita. -_-; Taka la!
Birthday man and mum blowing out the candles. My mum is going to kill me if she knows I post her in pajamas online. XDD!
Ini macam datuk cut cake. >_>
Only him eat. We were all so full. >_>;
Alas, a birthday kiss~!
Welp, that is all for now. XD Hope you enjoyed it and uhm... will blog about laser tag next. Promise.
12th Dec, yesterday, was my dad's birthday. There was nothing big going on there. -_- You know dads, they won't want us to spend a lot of money on them though I think they secretly wants something. >_>
I'm embarrassed to say, I gave nothing. I planned to make a flash animation for him. It's free! But unfortunately, since five days ago, I've been busy. But I think I'm still going to work on it. A belated birthday present perhaps but I'm rather new to this flash animation thing so it'll take some time. I know what song I'm going to dedicate to him. IF I manage to finish it, I'll probably post it here.
We went to this restaurant, located at 101. Something new for us. Majority of the food inside is seafood though. So seafood lovers, here's a place you can try. Not many choices like in Buntal but still, it's nice.
This is him, waiting to be serve. XD
My sister busy with phone
Couldn't take mum's picture. KEPT COVERING HER FACE BO! D:
Jeng jeng! Failed photography skill. Peanuts, those soft ones with a little sauce. At first me and my mum thought it was those hard ones and we grabbed it with our fingers. Men-sia soi-kan. -_-
After dinner, we went home and rested for a while before we move to the cake part.
A blueberry cheesecake, yummy but likely to get diabetes if the whole cake is eaten. Bought at Taka. I think. Or was it Mita. -_-; Taka la!
Birthday man and mum blowing out the candles. My mum is going to kill me if she knows I post her in pajamas online. XDD!
Ini macam datuk cut cake. >_>
Only him eat. We were all so full. >_>;
Alas, a birthday kiss~!
Welp, that is all for now. XD Hope you enjoyed it and uhm... will blog about laser tag next. Promise.
Annoying
You know when there's a time when you just want to spend some time with your love ones, whether it's your relative or significant other or friends because you hardly see each other and then he/she invited some other person to come along. That's annoying. Can't say no cause they are after all your loved one's friend; although in your head you just want to open the car door and boot him/her out.
It's annoying when your friend gave you back your things damaged and yet told you that it has always been like that ever since you handed it to her/him. You knew it was in a good condition.
It's annoying when you have to wait for your friend for over two hours and have to cancel certain plans.
It's annoying when you get criticize for the good deeds you've done.
It's annoying to be told what to do and yet sometimes it's for your own good.
It's annoying when someone keeps asking you to treat them.
It's annoying when someone brags about the new shit they got but they have to remember that they're only using their parents' hard earn money. If they're buying this using their own hard earn money, they deserve to brag about it.
It's annoying when friend A said something bad or more like pointed out something bad about friend B and then you realized it and start hating him/her. Then friend A told friend B that you hate her which killed yet another friendship. Friend A continues to play the innocent party.
It's annoying when you know your friend uses you only for company. He/She will only ask you out only when she/he's alone or when she/he feels left out of the group.
It's annoying that you got no thank you after all the hard work you did for your friends.
It's annoying that the party at fault keeps praising herself/himself and tries to deny that it's them that is to be blame. Stop focusing on yourself plzkthx.
It's annoying when you know that your friend is silently competing with you when you have no intention at all to start something.
It's annoying when a friend tries to beat around the bush when you ask them about certain things. If don't want to tell, say 'cannot tell' la! Susah kah?
It's annoying when people tries to act cute when taking photograph. Natural, plz. Acting cute makes you look so hiau.
Yes, it's annoying that I keep repeating the phrase 'it's annoying...'. Sorry if it's offensive. But then again you shouldn't be if you know that it isn't you. Ha! I'm pissed off about certain people and I'm ranting it all in here. I've been keeping them and I just need to let it out. -_-'
Sometimes I think I'm too stupid to let go of a friend. I forgive but not forget. But sometimes I have to stop forgiving and walk away FOR GOOD. Inside me, there's a big hatred but I keep on smiling and sympathizing anyway, Preposterous isn't it? =|
I'm always in denial. I know that. D: Angst-ish post. XD
It's annoying when your friend gave you back your things damaged and yet told you that it has always been like that ever since you handed it to her/him. You knew it was in a good condition.
It's annoying when you have to wait for your friend for over two hours and have to cancel certain plans.
It's annoying when you get criticize for the good deeds you've done.
It's annoying to be told what to do and yet sometimes it's for your own good.
It's annoying when someone keeps asking you to treat them.
It's annoying when someone brags about the new shit they got but they have to remember that they're only using their parents' hard earn money. If they're buying this using their own hard earn money, they deserve to brag about it.
It's annoying when friend A said something bad or more like pointed out something bad about friend B and then you realized it and start hating him/her. Then friend A told friend B that you hate her which killed yet another friendship. Friend A continues to play the innocent party.
It's annoying when you know your friend uses you only for company. He/She will only ask you out only when she/he's alone or when she/he feels left out of the group.
It's annoying that you got no thank you after all the hard work you did for your friends.
It's annoying that the party at fault keeps praising herself/himself and tries to deny that it's them that is to be blame. Stop focusing on yourself plzkthx.
It's annoying when you know that your friend is silently competing with you when you have no intention at all to start something.
It's annoying when a friend tries to beat around the bush when you ask them about certain things. If don't want to tell, say 'cannot tell' la! Susah kah?
It's annoying when people tries to act cute when taking photograph. Natural, plz. Acting cute makes you look so hiau.
Yes, it's annoying that I keep repeating the phrase 'it's annoying...'. Sorry if it's offensive. But then again you shouldn't be if you know that it isn't you. Ha! I'm pissed off about certain people and I'm ranting it all in here. I've been keeping them and I just need to let it out. -_-'
Sometimes I think I'm too stupid to let go of a friend. I forgive but not forget. But sometimes I have to stop forgiving and walk away FOR GOOD. Inside me, there's a big hatred but I keep on smiling and sympathizing anyway, Preposterous isn't it? =|
I'm always in denial. I know that. D: Angst-ish post. XD
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
<3!
On the 8th December 2009, I brought Toffee home. For real! He's staying at my house. Only outside though. Sometimes we can bring him in but only for a little while. However, my dad isn't really keen about keeping him but I'm going to be stubborn about this. He hasn't really protest YET but there were hints. =_=
His first night was okay I guess. It was a warm night so not much of a problem here. Tonight it's raining heavily and I"m worried if he's comfortable outside. We gave him towels to sleep on so he should be okay. But still, I want to go look for something fluffy the next time I go out. -_- I'm going to spoil this little kitty. D:
I check on him every now and then and even if I'm not checking, I'm worried about him. Since he's outside, there's a probability that he might be catnap. A lot catnappers here. [There was once a kitten we put at the front of our house to feed and we went in the house for a little break but when we go out after a few minutes, the black kitten was gone!! ONLY A FEW DAMN MINUTES, MAN! ASSHOLES...] And if I lose Feefee, I might be depress. However, I pray that that won't ever happen. NEVER!! I'll hate the world if that happen but touch wood. TOUCH WOOD~ TOUCH WOOD~ TOUCH WOOD~~!! That kitty makes me happy. He's always the one who makes me look forward to tomorrow everyday! Ya, ya I'm like a kid talking about her little pet but I can't help it. I love cats. X3 And he's my very first one too after my dog was given away due to my allergies and asthma. I've grown out of them. Maybe except the allergies. I still sneeze but not too bad. Yah~! My heart softens everytime he looks up at me or mews. And to actually discipline him if he does something wrong? Maybe I'm not the right person to do that. Maybe I'll scold him and then pet. D: Then he'll go 'wtf'. XD
Yes I'm bragging about my cat. SO sue me! I'm so excited. And hopefully dad doesn't protest and grow to like him. Me and my sister adore him to death and promised to keep him and his place clean. My mum likes him too. Which is a good thing cause she's siding us if dad ever protest. She's okay with Feefee as long as he's clean and ish a good kitty.
Too bad Feefee is one greedy cat. He hisses at anyone who eats in front of him. XDD Seriously. He hissed at my mum when she peeked out the window and she was eating jelly. XD And then he fell off onto the floor. -_- But he's alright! Funny moments hurt sometimes.
Okay I better stop. I can blog a few pages about him and may repeat the same thing over and over again. D: You don't want that now do you? X3
Yus, I'm just here to blog down that special day and date when he comes home. Yah. Till next time. I still have to blog about my day out with Sharon's classmates. Unfortunately, this time, I cannot remember ALL their names. There were new faces but I was never introduced to them. XD Yus, that is all for now.
Ciao~!
PS: Saya macam primary school kid tulis essay about pets minus the cursing and swearing. >_>;;
His first night was okay I guess. It was a warm night so not much of a problem here. Tonight it's raining heavily and I"m worried if he's comfortable outside. We gave him towels to sleep on so he should be okay. But still, I want to go look for something fluffy the next time I go out. -_- I'm going to spoil this little kitty. D:
I check on him every now and then and even if I'm not checking, I'm worried about him. Since he's outside, there's a probability that he might be catnap. A lot catnappers here. [There was once a kitten we put at the front of our house to feed and we went in the house for a little break but when we go out after a few minutes, the black kitten was gone!! ONLY A FEW DAMN MINUTES, MAN! ASSHOLES...] And if I lose Feefee, I might be depress. However, I pray that that won't ever happen. NEVER!! I'll hate the world if that happen but touch wood. TOUCH WOOD~ TOUCH WOOD~ TOUCH WOOD~~!! That kitty makes me happy. He's always the one who makes me look forward to tomorrow everyday! Ya, ya I'm like a kid talking about her little pet but I can't help it. I love cats. X3 And he's my very first one too after my dog was given away due to my allergies and asthma. I've grown out of them. Maybe except the allergies. I still sneeze but not too bad. Yah~! My heart softens everytime he looks up at me or mews. And to actually discipline him if he does something wrong? Maybe I'm not the right person to do that. Maybe I'll scold him and then pet. D: Then he'll go 'wtf'. XD
Yes I'm bragging about my cat. SO sue me! I'm so excited. And hopefully dad doesn't protest and grow to like him. Me and my sister adore him to death and promised to keep him and his place clean. My mum likes him too. Which is a good thing cause she's siding us if dad ever protest. She's okay with Feefee as long as he's clean and ish a good kitty.
Too bad Feefee is one greedy cat. He hisses at anyone who eats in front of him. XDD Seriously. He hissed at my mum when she peeked out the window and she was eating jelly. XD And then he fell off onto the floor. -_- But he's alright! Funny moments hurt sometimes.
Okay I better stop. I can blog a few pages about him and may repeat the same thing over and over again. D: You don't want that now do you? X3
Yus, I'm just here to blog down that special day and date when he comes home. Yah. Till next time. I still have to blog about my day out with Sharon's classmates. Unfortunately, this time, I cannot remember ALL their names. There were new faces but I was never introduced to them. XD Yus, that is all for now.
Ciao~!
PS: Saya macam primary school kid tulis essay about pets minus the cursing and swearing. >_>;;
Monday, December 7, 2009
Kyaa~?
Kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty~!
I have an obsession with cats.
Anything cat related I buy.
Siao cha bo you say.
I agree.
I just made a pyramid. =D
What to do,
My Feefee has kutu.
Probably from other cats.
He was put together with a few I think.
Oh look, another pyramid.
Bought medicine for him and I think he's okay now~!
Anyway, not so much happening in mah life. Out with Nini last week. I kinda forgot what we did... -_- But this'll be the last week she's going to spend with me before going to Melbourne on the 13th of Dec. Her sister's graduating. Congrats!! And she's engaged too! Ha... blissful life eh? Nini will be there for ten days~! I planned to sneak into her luggage. =D
That is all.
I know this is so random.
But hey, I blogged!
Ciao babeh~!
I have an obsession with cats.
Anything cat related I buy.
Siao cha bo you say.
I agree.
I just made a pyramid. =D
What to do,
My Feefee has kutu.
Probably from other cats.
He was put together with a few I think.
Oh look, another pyramid.
Bought medicine for him and I think he's okay now~!
Anyway, not so much happening in mah life. Out with Nini last week. I kinda forgot what we did... -_- But this'll be the last week she's going to spend with me before going to Melbourne on the 13th of Dec. Her sister's graduating. Congrats!! And she's engaged too! Ha... blissful life eh? Nini will be there for ten days~! I planned to sneak into her luggage. =D
That is all.
I know this is so random.
But hey, I blogged!
Ciao babeh~!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Pictures of Toffee
It's been a while since I go on. No thanks to Streamyx. -_- Until today they still cannot fix the line. Boohoo! Currently, I'm using Celcom broadband. It's so slow, I want to mati. Anyway, here are pictures of Toffee. Still not so decent. =| He cannot stay still... Like Mimi. D: I can get clear pictures of him but not Toffee. D:
Saturday, November 14, 2009
=D
I adopted a kitten yesterday from SSPCA. An association I'd like to join one day. X3 He has blue eyes and has fur like a Siamese. He's a pretty kitty~! I decided to call him Toffee because of his colours - light brown, brown and white. I've been trying to take pictures of him but uh... he hasn't been staying still. I'm putting little Toffee at my grandma's house. =< I can keep it at home but my dad doesn't really fancy animals. He said the fur will make the house dirty. =_= okay la... as long as I have my own kitty. Grandma's cat - whom we call Mimi - you know la old people not so creative with names... well, he isn't really fond of little Toffee's presence. I sensed jealousy. D: But we all still love him! >_< He has been hissing at little Toffee who growled back... -_- Not so friendly there... x.x;
Anyway, will be posting pictures once I manage to make him sit still!! RAWR!!
Anyway, will be posting pictures once I manage to make him sit still!! RAWR!!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Just shut up.
Many of you think I'm always free and don't have to worry so much about things. Or there is absolutely no stress at all. Just stop that. Stop. It's frustrating. I know I don't have to fret about assignments and exams. But I do have my own worries and stress. If I'm given a choice, I'd choose to stress over assignments and exams. Why? Because I'm working on my future. And I'm not taking what I said back. I had to pause my own future and watch everybody walk pass me. Do you know how depressing and frustrating that is? If you wish to be me, ye better think properly. Do you want to be sick? You have friends to talk to. I have none. Why? Because I'm home bound most of the time.
Who do I turn to when I want to cry? Who do I turn to when I want to rant? Who do I turn to to share some news? Who do I go to for a hug? No one. Absolutely no friend at all. You're all so busy. With your own things, your life, your friends. And here I am watching. And wishing to be you.Everybody's studying and working. I want to do that too. I want to know... that I'm working on my future. Not pausing it. Sure, I have a great family. I love them dearly but hey, I need someone else other than just a family. I want to go out and see the world, meet different people, experience new things. But that I am limited to.
If you wish to be me, go get yourself hit by a car or swallow a few kilograms of sugar or something... Then you'll be sick/injured. Then you don't have to go school. Nothing to worry about except that you have to go through the pain of needles poke into you and the pain caused by the accident. =)
Ive had enough of your 'Lucky you ho... No need to worry about exams' or 'Wah... so nice stay at home.. I have to go class later la.' FUCK YOU AND FUCK THAT.
Who do I turn to when I want to cry? Who do I turn to when I want to rant? Who do I turn to to share some news? Who do I go to for a hug? No one. Absolutely no friend at all. You're all so busy. With your own things, your life, your friends. And here I am watching. And wishing to be you.Everybody's studying and working. I want to do that too. I want to know... that I'm working on my future. Not pausing it. Sure, I have a great family. I love them dearly but hey, I need someone else other than just a family. I want to go out and see the world, meet different people, experience new things. But that I am limited to.
If you wish to be me, go get yourself hit by a car or swallow a few kilograms of sugar or something... Then you'll be sick/injured. Then you don't have to go school. Nothing to worry about except that you have to go through the pain of needles poke into you and the pain caused by the accident. =)
Ive had enough of your 'Lucky you ho... No need to worry about exams' or 'Wah... so nice stay at home.. I have to go class later la.' FUCK YOU AND FUCK THAT.
Kitty!
I'm supposed to blog about Halloween but later la. Malas... -_- It wasn't something great anyway. =/ Cause it was the night that killed my self esteem. =|
I like this pic~!
We bought a random shirt and made him wear it. He looked angry. .__.
And sick. =_=
But when we took the shirt off he was prancing, jumping, running and playing. =/ We got punked by a kitty. D:
On a side note, do I have this button that says 'use me' or something? My cousin from my dad's side - the one who never contacted me - texted me two days ago, asking how I am. Not that it was a big deal but it was definitely surprising. The second text came and I knew what her motive was when she asked me how I am. I had to edit her assignment. =/ Eleven freaking pages. And she had to hand in the next day. WTF la! Don't give me last minute job la! And it wasn't a minor editing. It was major. =_= her English not that good. Not that mine is good la. XD Then ah, last night she texted me again! To do another favour... or according to her 'flavor'. This time it wasn't just editing. This time it's to write an introduction/summary regarding her whole assignment. =_= peng.... It's YOUR assignment! Do it yourself! I told her I was busy. =D So annoying. If I do, in the end, she's the one graduating, not me! Doh! I'm not stupid. So sien... she better not give me something to do whenever she has to do report. It's not that I hate her. It's just that she's obviously just using me. You see la... after this, she will never contact me until another report. Boo~! Next time when my dad's side asked me how I am, I think I better answer 'Bo ho. Ai si tiau liao.' [Not good. Almost dying.] =_=
/endrant.
;D
Ciao babeh~!
I like this pic~!
We bought a random shirt and made him wear it. He looked angry. .__.
And sick. =_=
But when we took the shirt off he was prancing, jumping, running and playing. =/ We got punked by a kitty. D:
On a side note, do I have this button that says 'use me' or something? My cousin from my dad's side - the one who never contacted me - texted me two days ago, asking how I am. Not that it was a big deal but it was definitely surprising. The second text came and I knew what her motive was when she asked me how I am. I had to edit her assignment. =/ Eleven freaking pages. And she had to hand in the next day. WTF la! Don't give me last minute job la! And it wasn't a minor editing. It was major. =_= her English not that good. Not that mine is good la. XD Then ah, last night she texted me again! To do another favour... or according to her 'flavor'. This time it wasn't just editing. This time it's to write an introduction/summary regarding her whole assignment. =_= peng.... It's YOUR assignment! Do it yourself! I told her I was busy. =D So annoying. If I do, in the end, she's the one graduating, not me! Doh! I'm not stupid. So sien... she better not give me something to do whenever she has to do report. It's not that I hate her. It's just that she's obviously just using me. You see la... after this, she will never contact me until another report. Boo~! Next time when my dad's side asked me how I am, I think I better answer 'Bo ho. Ai si tiau liao.' [Not good. Almost dying.] =_=
/endrant.
;D
Ciao babeh~!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Unappreciated
Yes, that's what I feel at the moment.I've been helping and yet I do not feel that my help is being appreciated. Not even a thank you. Don't get me wrong. I want nothing in return but at least, make me feel as if I helped. I see others being thanked but not me. Are you taking me for granted? Is our friendship worth nothing now? Am I just a replacement for your friends? Am I only someone who you rant to and then put aside? Am I being too dramatic? What am I to you?
On the bright side, Kym called yesterday. =D All the way from Australia. <3 And went out with Nini. Watched Jennifer's Body. It's alright. A few surprising scenes here and there. Music that gives you suspense. Your typical horror movie. Anyway, still waiting for those Halloween party photos. =\
I know I've been blogging all emo-ish but I can't help it ya know. I just have to let it out. But can anyone hear me? =<
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
So sien...
These few days I've been feeling so emo. My tiny dot of self esteem disappeared. I've always thought that I'm one ugly girl. Which I am. =\ I've been trying to bring my self esteem up high but I just can't. I keep comparing myself to my friends' and have always thought they are better looking than me.
I don't know how to make up. I don't really know how to dress up because of my size. I feel so fat and heavy all the time. I'm amazed with how certain fat people can doll themselves up and just be themselves ya know. Very impressive. I'm not a social butterfly but I don't stay away from people too. It's easy for me to start a -conversation with someone - a stranger even - but to keep them as a friend or somebody to hang out with, it's difficult. Besides, I tend to stay at the background because I feel so inferior but only when I'm in a huge group. It's just the inferiority that I feel that just kills my social life. It sucks but I just couldn't bring it up. I need help. A support, a comfort but it's just hard to get it from my friends now since they are so busy with their own life and problems. That one person I normally rant to about everything isn't here and that just depresses me. Sometimes I tend to rant to my other close friends but not as much. I need a solution to get over this self esteem problem. To me, I'm always the ugly, fat and the not so smart one. No boys would look at me. No one pays attention to me. I know I sound like an attention whore. XD but hey I'm a human. I need attention from time to time ya know. I know you do too sometimes. It hurts to be ignored or feels as if it doesn't really matter if you're there or not. That's what I exactly feel when I was at the Halloween party. That night just pulls my self esteem down, lower than dirt. =/
I know I'm ranting here but yea, I'll stop emo-ing right now. About the party, I'll talk about it... soon. =D Anyway here are the pictures of that Karaoke day. I know... so lamak then post. Aiyo....
I don't know why I like to take picture of this fellow. =_=
From left to right. Tiny bit of Sharon and Crystal, Wen Haw, Samuel and Dennis.
Lit Yee & Crystal
Me & Sharon camwhoring while they sing.
Jacky ber-peace-ing.
Bryan still doesn't know his picture kena taken.
Peter browsing for more songs.
Dennis in action.
Not sure what's happening here...
Crystal ber-posing.
The table. Itu Jacky punya kaki.
The room. =D
Okay la. That's all. I know all not so clear. =/ I LOST MY CAMERA CABLE! DAMMIT! DDAAMMMIIIITTTT!!
Okay. Bye.
I don't know how to make up. I don't really know how to dress up because of my size. I feel so fat and heavy all the time. I'm amazed with how certain fat people can doll themselves up and just be themselves ya know. Very impressive. I'm not a social butterfly but I don't stay away from people too. It's easy for me to start a -conversation with someone - a stranger even - but to keep them as a friend or somebody to hang out with, it's difficult. Besides, I tend to stay at the background because I feel so inferior but only when I'm in a huge group. It's just the inferiority that I feel that just kills my social life. It sucks but I just couldn't bring it up. I need help. A support, a comfort but it's just hard to get it from my friends now since they are so busy with their own life and problems. That one person I normally rant to about everything isn't here and that just depresses me. Sometimes I tend to rant to my other close friends but not as much. I need a solution to get over this self esteem problem. To me, I'm always the ugly, fat and the not so smart one. No boys would look at me. No one pays attention to me. I know I sound like an attention whore. XD but hey I'm a human. I need attention from time to time ya know. I know you do too sometimes. It hurts to be ignored or feels as if it doesn't really matter if you're there or not. That's what I exactly feel when I was at the Halloween party. That night just pulls my self esteem down, lower than dirt. =/
I know I'm ranting here but yea, I'll stop emo-ing right now. About the party, I'll talk about it... soon. =D Anyway here are the pictures of that Karaoke day. I know... so lamak then post. Aiyo....
I don't know why I like to take picture of this fellow. =_=
From left to right. Tiny bit of Sharon and Crystal, Wen Haw, Samuel and Dennis.
Lit Yee & Crystal
Me & Sharon camwhoring while they sing.
Jacky ber-peace-ing.
Bryan still doesn't know his picture kena taken.
Peter browsing for more songs.
Dennis in action.
Not sure what's happening here...
Crystal ber-posing.
The table. Itu Jacky punya kaki.
The room. =D
Okay la. That's all. I know all not so clear. =/ I LOST MY CAMERA CABLE! DAMMIT! DDAAMMMIIIITTTT!!
Okay. Bye.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Just a little something I found in my mail
First grade teacher, Ms Neelam (age 26) was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Boy, what is your problem?"
The Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first grade. My sister is in the third grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third grade too!"
Ms Neelam had enough. She took the Boy to the principal's office. While the Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions, he is to go back to the first grade and behave. Ms Neelam agreed. The Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him. The Boy agreed to take the test.
Principal : What is 3 x 3?
Boy : 9
Principal : What is 6 x 6?
Boy : 36
And so it went with every question the principal thought a third grader should know. The principal looked at Ms Neelam and told her: "I think the Boy can go to the third grade." Ms Neelam asked the principal if she can ask the Boy some of her own questions. Both the
principal and the Boy agreed.
Ms Neelam : What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy : Legs!
Ms Neelam : What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?
Boy : Pockets!
Ms Neelam : What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains Thin whitish liquid?
Boy : Coconut!
Ms Neelam : What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the Boy was taking charge.
Boy : Bubblegum!
Ms Neelam : What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...
Boy : Shake hands
Ms Neelam : Now I will ask some, "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?
Boy : Yep!
Ms Neelam : You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy : Tent
Ms Neelam : A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always have me first.
The Principal was looking restless, a bit tensed and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.
Boy : Wedding Ring
Ms Neelam : I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy : Nose
Ms Neelam : I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy : Arrow!
Ms Neelam : What word starts with a "F" and ends in "K" that means lot of heat and excitement?
Boy : Firetruck!
Ms Neelam : What word starts with a "F" and ends in "K" and if u dont get it u have to use ur hand?
Boy : Fork!
Ms Neelam : What is it that all men have one, it is longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy : SURNAME!
Ms Neelam : What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping and is responsible for making love?
Boy : HEART!
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher:
"Send this Boy to College! I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"
The Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first grade. My sister is in the third grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third grade too!"
Ms Neelam had enough. She took the Boy to the principal's office. While the Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions, he is to go back to the first grade and behave. Ms Neelam agreed. The Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him. The Boy agreed to take the test.
Principal : What is 3 x 3?
Boy : 9
Principal : What is 6 x 6?
Boy : 36
And so it went with every question the principal thought a third grader should know. The principal looked at Ms Neelam and told her: "I think the Boy can go to the third grade." Ms Neelam asked the principal if she can ask the Boy some of her own questions. Both the
principal and the Boy agreed.
Ms Neelam : What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy : Legs!
Ms Neelam : What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?
Boy : Pockets!
Ms Neelam : What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains Thin whitish liquid?
Boy : Coconut!
Ms Neelam : What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the Boy was taking charge.
Boy : Bubblegum!
Ms Neelam : What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...
Boy : Shake hands
Ms Neelam : Now I will ask some, "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?
Boy : Yep!
Ms Neelam : You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy : Tent
Ms Neelam : A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always have me first.
The Principal was looking restless, a bit tensed and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.
Boy : Wedding Ring
Ms Neelam : I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy : Nose
Ms Neelam : I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy : Arrow!
Ms Neelam : What word starts with a "F" and ends in "K" that means lot of heat and excitement?
Boy : Firetruck!
Ms Neelam : What word starts with a "F" and ends in "K" and if u dont get it u have to use ur hand?
Boy : Fork!
Ms Neelam : What is it that all men have one, it is longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy : SURNAME!
Ms Neelam : What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping and is responsible for making love?
Boy : HEART!
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher:
"Send this Boy to College! I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"
Monday, October 26, 2009
Ahhh....
► Lazy to update. =|
► Been frustrated with everyone's negativity towards themselves and everything.
► Don't wanna stay home.
► Been sick on and off.
► Went out with Nini last week. Watched that Meatball movie. Annoying animation. Good story.
► Thinks I have the best parents in the world. =)
► Is addicted to Facebook.
► Is annoyed with the dry cracks on palms.
► Need to remember to bring camera whenever going out with friends or family.
► Is looking forward to watch Michael Jackson movie on the 3rd November with Nini. =)
Peace out.
► Been frustrated with everyone's negativity towards themselves and everything.
► Don't wanna stay home.
► Been sick on and off.
► Went out with Nini last week. Watched that Meatball movie. Annoying animation. Good story.
► Thinks I have the best parents in the world. =)
► Is addicted to Facebook.
► Is annoyed with the dry cracks on palms.
► Need to remember to bring camera whenever going out with friends or family.
► Is looking forward to watch Michael Jackson movie on the 3rd November with Nini. =)
Peace out.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Moon keeki
Moon cake festival is tomolo!! Whey hey~! Nothing big though. Or at least as the years go by, every festival doesn't seem to be such a big deal. =< Which is sad. Just ten years ago, whenever there was a festival, there was always a family dinner. I remembered when we used to buy lots of lanterns just for this Moon Cake Festival and hung it at night right after family dinner. There's grandma, grandpa, uncles, aunties and cousins. While the adults talked, we kids would run out with lanterns, matches or lighters. One of the adults would be there to supervise us too... Just in case we decided to burn the whole backyard.
But now, the backyard's dark on this day. No family dinner, no lanterns. It's just like every normal day. Not something to look forward to. Saya ber-emo. XDD But seriously though, I missed those days. The beauty of the light when the lanterns were lit and those charcoal black lanterns after they were caught in fire. Family reunion - something that is so not common these days. There's always a problem within one family. Jealousy and greed as the common reason.
Anyway, yesterday me and Nini went to the Moon Cake Festival event nearby the temple which is nearby Ala Carte. =D There were different types of stores open. Honestly, it's not as nice as the previous years. Less stores, less things to see. Probably because of H1N1 or bad economy. Maybe both. There, we walked around, looking at things. Nini was excited since she never know that there's this kind of event going on around there. Before that though, we walked in the temple. Nini wanted to take pictures but she didn't dare and her phone battery's flat. So I took them with mine. But only two though because I felt uncomfortable taking pictures around the temple while everyone's praying. D: I bought her moon cakes! Since she never tried them before. =D We bought cotton candies too! It was freaking hot and we headed to Corallium afterwards. I had Banana Chocolate[<3], Onion Rings [Bland...] and Couple Chocolate Fondue [<3!!!!]. I didn't take pictures... Forgot bah! Forgot! -_- And Nini had some pineapple juice which is, according to her, is sour and potato wedges!
These are the pictures of the temple. Not clear, I know. =<
I think that is all. Happy celebrating Moon Cake Festival. ;D
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