Princessa

It took her a few days to get used to us. Today she's been playing a lot. Crazily. She pounced, ran, attacked random things, pawed and etc.

My mum kept feeding her the vitamins that the vet provided but stopped the antibiotics. =D

Nothing much happened to me lately. I have no plans. -_- Sadly. But I should probably start looking for Chinese New Year clothes soon. Also, I think we should start hunting for the titbits too. >_> I kinda look forward to Chinese New Year despite that I have no plans but to tag along with parents and friends. X3 I doubt I'll be getting any ang pows from other people like I used to since I'm a big girl now. And that sucks. D: I remembered having to bring a purse to put those red packets in when I was a little girl that matched the dresses I was wearing when visiting. Ah, childhood Chinese New Year was so much better. The mood for that festival slowly deteriorate. It started when my dad's friend didn't give me a red packet but she gave to other children. I felt so left out. That bitch looked down on us I guess. -_- Whatever. Rich bastards. It was the first time that happened to me and it killed the 'yay chinese new year' mood as I grew older.

Oddly though, I looked forward to it this year. o.O I have no idea why. XD Anyways, that's all I wanted to say. >_> A pointless post~!

PS: I feel like going for archery lessons again. u_u;;

Trying

...To remember what I wanted to post...
But I forgot.
Anyway, I've been out a lot but uhm... didn't take any pictures.
I FAILED AS A BLOGGER!!
I'm a lazy one too. XD

Princess was sick but she's okay now. =D
I forgot if I mentioned Princess in the previous post. I think I did.
Celebrated Greg's birthday on last Thursday [21/1] but his actual birthday is on the 22nd. Sharon, Kim and Peter was supposed to join us but Sharon had transport problem, therefore cannot pick up Kim whereas Mr Peter Pan had work. There was a plan to surprise Greg but it didn't go well with just me, Wen Haw and Dennis there. =/ Kinda annoyed though. Then at night I went to watch something with Nini... What the hell was that movie...? DANG!! Even my grandma's memory's better than mine. Oh! We went to watch Old Dogs by Disney, starring John Travolta and Robin WIlliams. Good comedy. =D

I did something last Wednesday and Tuesday too but well, yes, I forgot~~ Whee~ I know it has something to do with Sharon and co. D: I definitely need to take a picture a day to remind myself what I've been doing. Yeap, I'll set a goal... starting February. It could have been better if I planned it to start taking pictures on the 1st of January. DANGIT!! I love procrastinating! SHOULD STOOOPPP!!! NAO!!!! AARRRGGGHHHH!!!

Oh, last night, me, Lit Yee, Greg and Dennis went to K-Box from 10.30 till 2.30. Boy, was I tired! Whey hey~! We had fun~! Though by 1.45am I was already feeling sleepy. >_>; So I didn't sang much. D:

Today, me and my cousin went out to celebrate her belated birthday. Should have taken some pics but as usual, I'm lazy! >_< We went to Secret Recipe. Bought her a cake. Kinda disappointed that she picked away all the icing which is actually the main point of eating that cake. It's the sweetness and richness from the icing that makes the cake delicious! She kinda complains a lot too. -_-; Ah well, there's always something in someone that we don't like. Nevertheless, she's still my favourite cousin. =D I like her more than my own sister. To be honest. Speaking of my sister, she's currently crying just because my mum told her current boyfriend, Allan [sweet, honest guy] that she's currently in form 3. She had to stay back in 'Peralihan' because she failed her BM. I won't be surprise if Allan dumped her. She lied TOO MUCH... And when I said too much... I mean it. I kinda pity Allan though. He deserves a better person. That's what I think. I know... I'm mean. XD But he's such a sweet and honest guy! ANd to think that he's with my sister who can pass as the most successful con[wo]man ever!

Jeezes... Welp, I gotta go. Maybe I should start bringing camera everywhere with me from now on and ACTUALLY USE IT!! Dammit! It's always in my bag but I never take it out. GOD!! BLAH!! Yeap, gotta go.

Ciao, babeh!

New kitty

Today, we adopted a mix Siamese - just like Fifi. This time she's not from SSPCA but from my uncle's friend. SHe had her shower today~

And we're going to call her 'Princess'. Indeed she will be the princess of the house. XD And yes, this kitty is a female. X3 And she's about two months old only.

She's similar to Fifi except that Fifi had this mischievous look. This one looks gentle to me.





We're going to keep her in a cage for now. She's too young to be wandering around a place she's not familiar with. We do let her out once in a while so she can explore her surrounding and play with us when she's not that scared anymore. =)

RIP

I just received news from the vet. Feefee just died, around 3.30pm. Heart attack.

I'll miss those moments when you send me all the way to the gate when I had to go out.
I'll miss those moments when you greeted me with long mews and purrs when I came home.
I'll miss those moments when you climb on me, wanting to be stroke and pet.
I'll miss those moments when you rub yourself against my legs.
I'll miss those moments when you play with me.
I'll miss those moments when you mew early in the morning, asking to be fed.
I'll miss those moments when we have to chase you all around the house just to get you outside.
I'll miss those moments when you mewed so loud, wanting to get out of the bath ASAP.
I'll miss those moments when you jumped up on the rack next to the window whenever I called you from inside.
I'll miss those moments when you played hide and seek with me.
I'll miss bragging about you.
I'll miss you forever and ever.

Rest in peace, little Toffee. You'll always be remembered and love.

Love you shoooooo much!!!

Blarrrrggghhh

I've been telling myself that Feefee will be okay. He will come home and play catch-the-mouse with me. =/ Am I lying to myself or is this hope? I've been clinging on that thought.

I've been wondering if he already ate or drank? He is never off my mind. I want to ask the doctor how he is but I'm afraid of the answer.

Sometimes when I stopped praying in my mind, I wondered if it'll work that way. I wonder if it's wrong for me to stop thinking about him for a little while. What can I do so he can survive? That's what I've been asking myself. Do I have to fast? Do I have to keep praying for hours which I did so since yesterday.

I want to eat but it feels so wrong for me to eat here when Feefee's probably suffering in the veterinary. And he's alone too. And I'm not with him. I want to be there but I'm afraid I will cry. But I want to see him again.

But I'm afraid.

Please be well, Feefee.

On the previous post, I did say I wanted to take Feefee for neutering and vaccination the next day. It happened too early. After blogging, I went out, wanted to play and pet him but when I called his name, he sat there, ignoring me. If he wasn't running to me, he would mew in respond. But not that day. I knew something was wrong. So I walked to him and picked him up. It was then my mum saw a wound on the back of his leg. We checked and saw that it was serious. So my parents and I rushed to the veterinary.

The doctor checked him and treated his wound. Then he gave him the vaccination. We went home after that. Along the way back and forth, he was so curious, looking out the window. When we reached home, he laid down again. For the whole day, he didn't sleep, didn't eat and didn't drink. He was twitching slightly too and he kept going to wet places and stay there. I texted the doctor asking why he didn't want to eat or drink? He told me it was a normal reaction after vaccination - just a fever and will feel better the next day. So we leave it just that and hoped.

We were wrong. The next day he was twitching even more than the previous day - as if it was hard for him to breath. We called his name and all he could do was to look at us with those pair of pretty blue eyes. It was heartbreaking. Nini came over in the afternoon and we took him to the veterinary. She was the one who recommended me the place as it charges us affordable prices. Doctor wasn't in so we left Feefee there and went for a drink/lunch. Phone call came in the middle and I received the bad news. Feefee has internal bleeding in the stomach and he was injected to stop the bleeding. There's 50-50 chance that he'll survive and all we could do was to pray hard. I've been praying for hours. And I swear I never pray this hard before. Not for anyone. Not for myself. I've been crying since yesterday. And I guess I broke my record of crying. It feels as if I'm clinging on the hope for a family member of mine. A close one. Feefee is the little kitten I look forward to everyday. And I told myself before that I wanted to take care of him until he's old. But he's still a kitten and yet he's... like that.

At night, my parents, sister and I went to visit him again at the veterinary. We were informed that there's a possibility that someone kicked him int he stomach. It's possible. If he were to be hit by a car or a motorcycle, he would break his legs. But no, he only had a scratch on the hind leg which almost healed. He was already walking properly. There's no high places high enough for him to be injured like that so yes, someone kicked him. I don't know why and what's the motive of kicking a little kitten. Fuck them but I will hold no grudge. I will leave it to karma. I forgive that person for now.

Everytime I'm awake, all I could think of was 'God, protect and heal Feefee'. Everytime someone talked about what he used to do, tears would run down my cheeks and my heart sores. Blargh, I never felt like this before.

Dear God,
I love my little kitten. Please don't take him away from me. He's my sunshine on a rainy day. Don't take my sunshine away from me. I'm desperate and I'm begging.

Ashamed to be a Malaysian

On the 7th of January 2010, three churches were burnt. D: Why? Because the Malays don't agree that we Christians should use the word 'Allah' in our bibles[BM version]. It is known to us that we used the word 'Allah' for over 100 years and NOW they want to bring it up. -_- It's as if there's no more trouble so they decided to simply create one. All thanks to UMNO anyway.

On Friday, there were protests which our PM didn't bother to stop. Why is it that candlelight vigils are banned but protests and demonstration for the Malays is not? PM said he's powerless... Powerless my ass. I'm sure if stopping means getting more money he will do it. -_-++

Why is it that the Malays get to insult other religion but when we do to them we get beat up or even jailed for? You don't see us non-Malays burning your mosques down. In fact, we didn't retaliate after those four churches were burnt down. The fourth one happened before dawn on Friday morning. A pastor was manhandled too.

The thing that angered me the most was 'Be the best or die like the rest' or something along that line. It means if we're not Malays, we should die. >_> Without us non Malays, Malaysian money's nothing. No value at all.

Actually, this whole 'Allah' thing shouldn't be even brought up by the government. It shames us all. Other places would look down on us. It will affect our economy and our reputation. Jobs will be harder to find for us Malaysians. To other places, we're terrorists. Less tourists will come and therefore Malaysia's going down.

God, I wish I'm from somewhere place right now. I used to think I was lucky to be from here. I hated Malaysia but still I thought I was lucky. Despite the very so much corrupted government, there's no disaster - no wars, no earthquake, no tsunami, etc but as things like this happens, I wish I am not a citizen here.

This 'Allah' issue's really silly. Like children fighting over something. And bullies would threaten thinking that they would finally get that 'something' by doing so.

No, burning churches doesn't mean you get what you shitheads want. It humiliates Malaysia. You're gaining more Malaysia haters too by the way. =D I'm just surprised that no one's burning the Malaysia flag yet. XD Or will it happen? I'm not so sure. If we do anything bad to Malays, we get jailed/sued for. If it's the other way round, I don't see any actions taken.

Oh, we're told they're currently hunting down the culprits who burnt the churches. It's like listening to them farting. They say but they don't do. You'll see. The culprits will get away with it. BUT if their mosques are being burn down, I'm sure that they'll put 200% or even more to hunting down those mischievous little elves. But for the churches, nah... maybe 2% or less. Like they give a damn about us non Malays. Racists bastards. Well, all of us is a racist but this is extremely racist. woo, racism!

1Malaysia my ass.
Way to go to start 2010!


PS: Feefee's going for vaccination and neutering tomorrow. D:

2010

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