I know this is not a song but...

My sister showed that to me. XD

Flyleaf - I'm so sick

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I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now

Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick

Lyrics from AZLYRIC

Quote of the week

Do you know why the rain comes?
It's because someone is praying for all your sadness away to comfort you.


Photograph by:
Deviantart

Hamasaki Ayumi - Days

Days rip from PV - Ayumi Hamasaki

Recommended by pynk-candy.
Can't find the actual video in Youtube. For some reason they took it off. =/ But if you want to see it, go to Video Uncovered.

From the lyrics, I think that everyone must have been through that at least once. All of this, it expresses those feelings so well.

Nanigenaku kawashiteru
kotoba no hitotsu hitotsu ga
bokuni tottewa totemo
daijina takaramono
Each one of the words
you nonchalantly speak
to me are all
a very precious treasure

dakedo jibunndemonandaka
hazukashiikuraidakara
kimiga shittara kitto
warawarechaudarou
But even I find that
embarrassing
so surely if you knew this
you would laugh

aitakute aitakute semete koega kikitakute
youmonaku denwa shitari
Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

kimiga iru soredakede
kokoro ga totemo atatakakunaru
bokuno negaiwa
tatta hitotsudake
sonna fuuni itsumademo
kimiwo sukina mamade iteiidesuka?
Just by you being there
my heart becomes so warm
And my wish
is only one
Is it ok if I keep
loving you this way?

Taisetsuna hitoga iru
kotowa mou zutto maekara shitteiruyo
datte egaoga kagayaiteru
You have someone special already
I've known that for a while
because your smile is shining so

setsunakute setsunakute
munega gyutto naruyorumo
tashikanine arukeredo
It is painful, so painful
and my chest feels crushed but
It is certainly there

kimi wo omou soredakede
kokorowa ikiru imi wo motsukara
nanikawo motometeiru wakejyanakute
tada konna fuu ni
itsumademo
kimino sukina boku de iteii desuka?
Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it's not like I'm expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay this person you admire?

Aitakute aitakute
semete koega kikitakute
youmo naku denwashitari
Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

Kimiga iru soredakede
kokoroga totemo
atatakakunaru
bokuno negaiwa
tatta hitotsudake
kimiwo sukina mamade isasete
Just by you being there
my heart becomes really warm
My wish is only one
please let me keep loving you

Kimi wo omou
soredakede
kokorowa ikiru imiwo motsukara
Nanika wo motometeru wakejyanaku
tada konna fuuni itsumademo
Kimi wo sukina bokude
iteiidesuka?
Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it's not like I'm expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay loving you like this?


Song from Imeem
Lyric and Translation from Video Uncovered.

Tag#1

I am . Therefore...
Tagged by Aneeqa.

A # Attached or single?
Single

B# Best friend?
Best friend... No. Close friends, yes or at least I consider them to be. We go out every Friday and I enjoy every moments of it. Online friends... Well, I have two that I share things with as well. Safe to say, I try my best for them.

C# Cake or Pie?
Pie

D# Day of choice?
Everyday's the same for me. But hey hey, Friday's good. XD

E# Essential item?
Uh... I guess I can say... my computer. >_>; Nerdy huh? u.u;

F# Favorite color?
Certain shades of blue and monotonous colours.

G# Gummy bears or worms?
Gummy bears

H# Hometown?
Kuching, Sarawak.

F# Favorite indulgence?
My own world.

J# January or July?
July

K# Kids?
Whaaaattt... Don't even want to start that topic. =_=

L# Life isn’t complete without?
Oxygen. XDD Fine, fine... I'll go deep about this. Companions.

M# Marriage date?
Wow... I'm not even attach yet. Hold it, hold it. XD

N# Number of magazine subscriptions?
Used to be one... Or at least I consider it to be. Now, none. XD

O# Oranges or Apples?
Oranges.

P# Phobias?
Fucking clowns. BUT I like Kefka. >_>;

Q# Quote?
For now? "Let go. Why hold onto something that doesn't make you happy?"

R# Reasons to smile?
The people around me.

S# Season of choice?
Autumn

T# Tag five people.
Five? Pft... I don't even have five. But here... For the sake of it. Yumie, Hiro, Ash [that's right, start blogging crap.]

U# Unknown fact about me?
I like to write. I just need the perfect song, the perfect writing atmosphere and motivation.

V# Vegetable?
... What? Dx Fine... Carrots and Brocolli.

W# Worst habit?
I bite my nails. BUT I'm trying to stop. Heck, I have a goal for it. XD

X# X Ray or Ultrasound?
X ray please.

Y# Your favorite foods?
Oh uhm... okay... Uh... Sandwich... <_<;; For now. It changes every month. <_<;

Z# Zodiac sign?
Famous for being the impatient one. Aries.

Nelly Furtado - Try

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All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Try ... try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people, are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learned
The more I cry the more I cried
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
And all I can do is try ohh try
Try... Try... Try... Try

All of the moments that already passed
already passed)
We'll try to go back and make them last
(make them last)
All of the things we want each other to be
(each other to be)
We never will be, we never will be
And that's wonderful, that's life
That's you baby
This is me baby
We are, we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

Try.

Lyric from Sing 365

James Morrison Feat Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings

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Comment: To me, it's not as addictive as 'Taking Back My Love' which I actually listened to it all night after she recommended it to me. XD

James Morrison
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all ok

[Chorus]
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Nelly Furtado
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Duet : James Morrison and Nelly Furtado
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late (too late)

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all ok

Chorus

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

Chorus

Oh and I love you a little less than before .. yeah

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again


Lyrics from Lyric Celebrities

To the one and only.

Just a warning. This is going to be one long post.

There are so many friends and yet only a few stood by my side since... I don't know when but they are always there, sharing many different things with me. We may have been through many ups and downs, looking back there were something to laugh at and with them. This blog not only contain songs that I found or recommended to but there will be posts dedicated to those special ones to me.

This first dedication post goes to the one and only Ash. She may be bratty and childish but she never fails to make me smile with her hyper-ness. She's one of those who accepts me for who I really am and I thank her for that. Actually I owe her a post. Back at the end of January 2009, we met in Kuala Lumpur and spent a few hours together. So here it goes.

First we planned to meet in Midvalley around 12pm but ah, the usual Malaysian style we both reached there later than 12pm. XD She reached first but after a few minutes I was there. My parents, sister and I were walking all the way to the centre where I was left there with the little momok aka little sister while my parents enjoy the rest of the day somewhere else. I messaged Ash and waited there. Actually for 15 minutes, wondering what she was doing. I messaged her again and found out that she was testing 'baju' [shirts]. =_= Okay. So I waited patiently [to my amazement] and later I saw her standing nearby where I sat. She couldn't recognized me and I saw her playing around with her phone.

I assumed I was going to receive a message. And I did. Grinning to myself, I replied to her 'where are you?' with a 'watching you'. XD It was an awkward moment for me because since that was the first time we met after 6 - 7 years online. This was actually something to ponder. You know... how online friends eventually become part of your real life friends some day. When she received that message, she looked at me, walked to me and flopped herself beside me. I thought there was going to be silence but there she was talking like we met each other for the billionth time. XD

It went well. We walked around with her tour guiding me and she really knows her way around while I get lost. Then we went to the top floor where the food court is and my sister ate a plate of chicken rice. Later, we planned to watch movie.

HOWEVER THE LINE IS SO LONG THAT WE DECIDED TO CANCEL IT. SERIOUSLY THE LINE CAN CREATE GUINESS BOOK OF RECORD FOR THE LONGEST QUEUE IN THE WORLD. Maybe I did exaggerate a little but you get the idea how long the line was. =D

It was then my sister had to go to the ladies cause she wasn't feeling well but after that we continued to walk around. We stopped by this ice cream store and she and little momok had ice cream. I didn't want one. Well, I didn't feel like eating ice cream that day. Bad timing though. I was hungry later on. >_>; Yea... RIGHT AFTER we left the court. Dx Wtf. SO, we stopped by Paddington's Pancake House where me and Ash had our lunch there. My sister ended up puking a little. I was a little worried and yet annoyed. Why did she has to pick such a day to be sick? XD Karma though... I fell sick after that day. XD!! My mum called me asking if I was ready to go now but I wasn't. =D But they came and I dumped my sister to them.

Me and Ash continued to walk our merry way around and finally about 5pm, we really had to go. Ya know, office hour ended and Ash had to go on her hassle way back to the uni before dark. Or zombies will get her!! Dx! She walked me to Dome where my parents were. Very sweet of her though. She was worried that I would get lost and have to report missing child later. <_< Okay just kidding but you know Ash.. She has great imaginations that can possibly happen. =D At Dome, she said her goodbyes there to me, my sister and my parents. While she was talknig to my parents though, I managed to snap a picture of her. Candid~! Yea, but sadly she saw and said 'take better picture la!'. And a pose she did and another picture I took. XD We had our hugs and she left.

Despite it being a short and yet a tiring day for me, nevertheless, I enjoyed it a lot. And well, I do hope we can hang out like that day again except with more friends this time. Just you, me, Yumi, Hiro and Eiri. We'll have a blast out there!!

Oh yes, just to let all of you know... I use nicknames instead of their real names. XD And yes, the last good picture I took of her? Here...



Your one and only Ash.

And this is a song dedicated to her. Whee. Can't find a better way to put this song but if I do, I'll replace it immediately. Dx
Maaya Sakamoto - Tomodachi


doushiteru kana anata no koto
tsumetai kaze ni sukoshi omotta
I wonder how it's been with you?
In the cold wind,
I pondered a little bit.

eda ni mo tarete hanashita yo ne
karada ga hiete hi ga ochite mo
We leaned against a branch and talked, didn't we?
My body started to chill,
and as the sun was setting.

nakidashite shimatta
watashi o mamoru you ni
damatte soba ni ite
kureta ne
I ended up crying.
And as if to protect me,
you came and stood silently by my side,
didn't you?

fushigi na sekai sono hitomi ni
utsushiteru you na sonna kigashita
I felt like
your eyes reflect
a wondrous world.

akogare dato ka yumemiru koto
anata ni kitto oshierareta
You taught me
how to dream
and long and such.

hanareba nare ni naru
sukoshi mae ni tsugeta
negai
wasurenai de iru kara
I told you only a little while ago,
even if we get torn apart,
I won't forget
our dreams, so...

tooku temo anata ni
maketaku ha nainda
itsu made mo futari ha
RAIBARU
...even though I'm far away from you,
I don't want to give up.
Even though we've always been
rivals.

tayori ha iranai
daisuki na tomodachi
I don't need to hear any news,
beloved friend.

dare ni mo iwanai
ichiban no omoide
I don't tell anyone else
my foremost thoughts.

mou ichido aerusa
daisuki na tomodachi
We'll meet once more, right,
beloved friend.

wasureru koto nai
daisuki na tomodachi
I won't forget you,
beloved friend.

Both the lyric and translation from Anime Lyrics

Enrique Iglesias Feat Ciara - Taking Back My Love

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Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

[Chorus]
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Chorusx2

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

Chorusx3

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love