Sheela, I blame thee!

Okay.... I have to do this to calm myself down. I'm screaming inside. D:

SUPER DANIEL HENNEY FANGIRL MODE!

TRANSFORM!!

*sparkle sparkle*

*flash*

*appears*

OMG DANIEL HENNEY!! KYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









God's finest creation. ;D

*BITES AND GNAWS ON SHEELA'S ARM*

Feh...

So... how was your Christmas?
I know it's still Christmas when I'm writing this but unless miracle happens, today will turn out to be good.
Morning was okay. It started with laughter and plans with what to do with mum. Then parents went out and my mum came back crying. I didn't know what happened. I don't want to know. My Christmas was ruined. There was no going out, no laughter, no joy. There was only silence, PURE BOREDOM... DULL. FUCK THAT.

Yes, I'm angry.

I wanted today to be special. Because... it IS a special day. isn't it? Happens once in a year. But no it had to be ruin. I just want to break down but bleh, no point ya know. Not only there's no present for me, there was no family outing. I wanted a family outing. Heck, I don't need presents. I just need at least a happy time together for the whole day. It rarely happen. Dad's always working, Mum's always busy and my sister's always in her own world. I'm on my own, ya know. I'm still always lonely.

Now I'm here typing, dad's snoozing, mum's having a headache from crying earlier and doing housework and sister's with little Toffee. I know there are people out there more unfortunate than me today. This is what I've been telling myself for the whole day but I just have to rant it out and forget it ya know. Besides, there's no one else listening to me. Okay, there is... obviously... she 'unbugged' me cause I didn't seem to want to talk. Yes, I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to ruin her Christmas. She was already bored and faraway from her family. -_- I don't want to make her more miserable.

I'm just really frustrated inside. Multiple times I wanted a family get together. Multiple times it failed. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPEN. Mostly because my parents don't agree over something stupid... dad's always so stubborn and mum's always not putting herself in someone else's shoes. It's always all about her. Yes, she sarcrificed a lot. She reminded us everytime she's upset.

I'm a human too, ya know.

Happy birthday, Jesus.

>_> Cat craze forever

I found a new manga. XD Simple and short.
Check this out!
Check... nao... I DEMAND YOU!

I wonder if Toffee actually thinks like that. D:

25th Dec

Whee~
Have a jolly Christmas!
And a Happy New Year~!

Heyho~!

Yesterday went to watch movie with Sharon, Lit Yee and Peter. We watched.... Jeng jeng....!


The princess and the frog.
Very funny though not so... uhm... well, it just didn't 'wow' me. Honestly. As usual, like Disney... lots of singing.

After movie, we walked around and then I had to go home! SHORT BLOG! WHEE!

Laser tag

I forgot which day it was but last week I went out with Sharon and her classmates. There were new faces and I wasn't introduced to them. I said that before I know. XD Only seven were allowed in laser tag. And there were twelve of us. =D So we were divided to two groups - six persons each. I was in the second group. So while waiting, the boys played snooker while we girls watched. -_-;

Not much happening but I had fun when we play laser tag. If only the place was bigger. At the end of the laser tag, everyone sat and rested while some continued to play snooker. Slowly, one by one they all left. However, before we left, we managed to watch Jacky and I forgot who had a go at the go-kart. =D Looks fun.

After all that, Peter, Sharon's friend dropped me, Lit Yee and Sha off in Spring. We had our lunch there and I walked over to my grandma's house. Oh yea, it was the day I brought Toffee home. XD My mum came to pick me up and then Sharon and Lit Yee. After dropping Lit Yee off back in campus, we all headed home and waited for Sharon's friend to pick her up. She left at about 9.30-ish. =D Nothing interesting or big going on but I definitely had my fun.

Dad's birthday

I know previous post was an angry one and I apologize. Well I'm gonna replace this with something happy? =D?

12th Dec, yesterday, was my dad's birthday. There was nothing big going on there. -_- You know dads, they won't want us to spend a lot of money on them though I think they secretly wants something. >_>

I'm embarrassed to say, I gave nothing. I planned to make a flash animation for him. It's free! But unfortunately, since five days ago, I've been busy. But I think I'm still going to work on it. A belated birthday present perhaps but I'm rather new to this flash animation thing so it'll take some time. I know what song I'm going to dedicate to him. IF I manage to finish it, I'll probably post it here.


We went to this restaurant, located at 101. Something new for us. Majority of the food inside is seafood though. So seafood lovers, here's a place you can try. Not many choices like in Buntal but still, it's nice.


This is him, waiting to be serve. XD


My sister busy with phone

Couldn't take mum's picture. KEPT COVERING HER FACE BO! D:


Jeng jeng! Failed photography skill. Peanuts, those soft ones with a little sauce. At first me and my mum thought it was those hard ones and we grabbed it with our fingers. Men-sia soi-kan. -_-

After dinner, we went home and rested for a while before we move to the cake part.


A blueberry cheesecake, yummy but likely to get diabetes if the whole cake is eaten. Bought at Taka. I think. Or was it Mita. -_-; Taka la!


Birthday man and mum blowing out the candles. My mum is going to kill me if she knows I post her in pajamas online. XDD!


Ini macam datuk cut cake. >_>


Only him eat. We were all so full. >_>;


Alas, a birthday kiss~!

Welp, that is all for now. XD Hope you enjoyed it and uhm... will blog about laser tag next. Promise.

Annoying

You know when there's a time when you just want to spend some time with your love ones, whether it's your relative or significant other or friends because you hardly see each other and then he/she invited some other person to come along. That's annoying. Can't say no cause they are after all your loved one's friend; although in your head you just want to open the car door and boot him/her out.

It's annoying when your friend gave you back your things damaged and yet told you that it has always been like that ever since you handed it to her/him. You knew it was in a good condition.

It's annoying when you have to wait for your friend for over two hours and have to cancel certain plans.

It's annoying when you get criticize for the good deeds you've done.

It's annoying to be told what to do and yet sometimes it's for your own good.

It's annoying when someone keeps asking you to treat them.

It's annoying when someone brags about the new shit they got but they have to remember that they're only using their parents' hard earn money. If they're buying this using their own hard earn money, they deserve to brag about it.

It's annoying when friend A said something bad or more like pointed out something bad about friend B and then you realized it and start hating him/her. Then friend A told friend B that you hate her which killed yet another friendship. Friend A continues to play the innocent party.

It's annoying when you know your friend uses you only for company. He/She will only ask you out only when she/he's alone or when she/he feels left out of the group.

It's annoying that you got no thank you after all the hard work you did for your friends.

It's annoying that the party at fault keeps praising herself/himself and tries to deny that it's them that is to be blame. Stop focusing on yourself plzkthx.

It's annoying when you know that your friend is silently competing with you when you have no intention at all to start something.

It's annoying when a friend tries to beat around the bush when you ask them about certain things. If don't want to tell, say 'cannot tell' la! Susah kah?

It's annoying when people tries to act cute when taking photograph. Natural, plz. Acting cute makes you look so hiau.

Yes, it's annoying that I keep repeating the phrase 'it's annoying...'. Sorry if it's offensive. But then again you shouldn't be if you know that it isn't you. Ha! I'm pissed off about certain people and I'm ranting it all in here. I've been keeping them and I just need to let it out. -_-'

Sometimes I think I'm too stupid to let go of a friend. I forgive but not forget. But sometimes I have to stop forgiving and walk away FOR GOOD. Inside me, there's a big hatred but I keep on smiling and sympathizing anyway, Preposterous isn't it? =|
I'm always in denial. I know that. D: Angst-ish post. XD

<3!

On the 8th December 2009, I brought Toffee home. For real! He's staying at my house. Only outside though. Sometimes we can bring him in but only for a little while. However, my dad isn't really keen about keeping him but I'm going to be stubborn about this. He hasn't really protest YET but there were hints. =_=
His first night was okay I guess. It was a warm night so not much of a problem here. Tonight it's raining heavily and I"m worried if he's comfortable outside. We gave him towels to sleep on so he should be okay. But still, I want to go look for something fluffy the next time I go out. -_- I'm going to spoil this little kitty. D:

I check on him every now and then and even if I'm not checking, I'm worried about him. Since he's outside, there's a probability that he might be catnap. A lot catnappers here. [There was once a kitten we put at the front of our house to feed and we went in the house for a little break but when we go out after a few minutes, the black kitten was gone!! ONLY A FEW DAMN MINUTES, MAN! ASSHOLES...] And if I lose Feefee, I might be depress. However, I pray that that won't ever happen. NEVER!! I'll hate the world if that happen but touch wood. TOUCH WOOD~ TOUCH WOOD~ TOUCH WOOD~~!! That kitty makes me happy. He's always the one who makes me look forward to tomorrow everyday! Ya, ya I'm like a kid talking about her little pet but I can't help it. I love cats. X3 And he's my very first one too after my dog was given away due to my allergies and asthma. I've grown out of them. Maybe except the allergies. I still sneeze but not too bad. Yah~! My heart softens everytime he looks up at me or mews. And to actually discipline him if he does something wrong? Maybe I'm not the right person to do that. Maybe I'll scold him and then pet. D: Then he'll go 'wtf'. XD

Yes I'm bragging about my cat. SO sue me! I'm so excited. And hopefully dad doesn't protest and grow to like him. Me and my sister adore him to death and promised to keep him and his place clean. My mum likes him too. Which is a good thing cause she's siding us if dad ever protest. She's okay with Feefee as long as he's clean and ish a good kitty.

Too bad Feefee is one greedy cat. He hisses at anyone who eats in front of him. XDD Seriously. He hissed at my mum when she peeked out the window and she was eating jelly. XD And then he fell off onto the floor. -_- But he's alright! Funny moments hurt sometimes.

Okay I better stop. I can blog a few pages about him and may repeat the same thing over and over again. D: You don't want that now do you? X3

Yus, I'm just here to blog down that special day and date when he comes home. Yah. Till next time. I still have to blog about my day out with Sharon's classmates. Unfortunately, this time, I cannot remember ALL their names. There were new faces but I was never introduced to them. XD Yus, that is all for now.

Ciao~!

PS: Saya macam primary school kid tulis essay about pets minus the cursing and swearing. >_>;;

Kyaa~?

Kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty~!
I have an obsession with cats.
Anything cat related I buy.
Siao cha bo you say.
I agree.

I just made a pyramid. =D

What to do,
My Feefee has kutu.
Probably from other cats.
He was put together with a few I think.

Oh look, another pyramid.
Bought medicine for him and I think he's okay now~!



Anyway, not so much happening in mah life. Out with Nini last week. I kinda forgot what we did... -_- But this'll be the last week she's going to spend with me before going to Melbourne on the 13th of Dec. Her sister's graduating. Congrats!! And she's engaged too! Ha... blissful life eh? Nini will be there for ten days~! I planned to sneak into her luggage. =D

That is all.
I know this is so random.
But hey, I blogged!

Ciao babeh~!