Eyebrows.... *Wriggle wriggle*

I finally have pictures from Pynky but I'm lazy to resize it.... for now... Later la I do. BUT YOU MUST WATCH THIS. XD

Meh...

5 centimeter per second is beautiful anime. Pure romance. I don't fancy pure romance but I find this anime rather touching and interesting. Maybe it's because I could connect with how the girl feels in Episode 2. The story is sweet and simple. Definitely no action in it.

I know the previous post was pure emo. I was frustrated that day. =< I was thinking of deleting the whole post but that just defeats the purpose of blogging, right? So it'll stay there... to make you miserable too. Ha!


Anyway, I did mention about going for a Karaoke the previous two posts, ya? It happened just yesterday except that I didn't get to sing 'Only Hope' by Mandy Moore. It's okay though. I had fun. Pynky picked me up around 11.30am and met with her other Swinburne friends at Absolute located at 4th mile, nearby that Everise place. There was eleven of us altogether and because of that, our drinks which were supposed to cost RM5 per can were complimentary. And because we're students, he charged us RM10 each instead of the normal RM12. I didn't know we were supposed to bring IC or ID but the person in charge let me in anyway. I didn't bring any of it because I fear I may lose them. D: After lunch and a little stroll around Spring, we arrived at Absolute around 2.30pm. Many songs were already selected by the time we got there and most of them are Chinese. Me, being a banana [Chinese who doesn't speak Chinese. I'm learning!] only know 5 songs out of probably.... more than 30 songs. There were moments when they sang nicely but most of the time they kung fu-ed/Falcon kicked/slayed/killed/murdered the songs. There were weird additional background singing and sound effects, all made by the boys. Girls were more serious in their singing. =|

We hung out till 6. Pynky and me decided to go for dinner and then home while the others planned to watch movie. Coincidentally Edwin, someone who you should meditate before meeting him, wanted to have dinner too. Since he was alone, Pynky and me joined him in Sugarbun in Kenyalang. Yesterday definitely beats my everyday-nothing-to-do activity. I had fun. I've been trying to find things to do but in the end, pft... sho boring! I can't wait to get back to studying. And speaking of that, according to Edwin, the course I wanted to switch to is only available in Kuala Lumpur or Singapore. Not here! But the good news is... the job for that category is high in demand.

I actually wrote longer for this entry but blogspot decided to hate me today.



Drawing like a kindergarden-er is fun but I said that because I don't know how to draw. =D That is all for today. BY THE WAY, I HAZ WIG!! Bought from Alysha. There are no pictures in this entry because I have to get it from Pynky. I didn't bring my camera yesterday because I fail as a blogger. =< Hopefully, I'll be posting some pictures the next time I blog again. Lights out! See ya.

Frustrating

Lately there's never been a day that I've been through without pain. Then again, I've been through almost everyday with pain. Two days ago I had my left ear stitched. Without given any anesthetic. Four times that big needle pierced through my ear. Four times I wailed. Four times I wished to lose the nerve that can feel pain. Four times I wanted someone to be there for me so I can hold his/her hand while I stand the pain that seemed endless.

Life rarely treated me good and yet I have to go through it everyday. I sound suicidal. Believe me, I feel suicidal sometimes but I have no guts to go through it. 'Things will get better' - that's a common phrase for me. 'Be strong' - that's what everybody told me. No, I'm tired of 'being strong'. And yet here I am, surviving everyday, not knowing what else I have to go through.

My life is so painful, sometimes I wish I'm dead.

Hisashiburi desu ne....

Yeap, it's been a long while since I updated this blog. I was actually thinking of quitting it but reading other people's blog managed to motivate me again. So far nothing much happened. I'm still taking a long break from studying. But I do hope I'll get back to it next year. I can't wait to be busy again. But I'm sure when I'm busy I'll so wish I'm free again.

Humans, they are never satisfied with whatever they have.

Days ago I lost something precious to me. My soft toy. You may think it's silly but to me, it's something that has been going through ups and downs with me for the past few months. It was there for me to cuddle and hug whenever I feel down but now, I am without it. It breaks my heart. I cried. I missed it. I still do.



Now I have an urge to go karaoke and sing this particular song. Only Hope by Mandy Moore. So random, I know. Ah yes, the memories... A Walk to Remember is one sad movie. It was something we girls went crazy about back in high school days. Now it's forgotten. But I found it in youtube and downloaded it again. It's in loop. It's addictive. It's emo. I like emo songs, Shut up. D: