Many of you think I'm always free and don't have to worry so much about things. Or there is absolutely no stress at all. Just stop that. Stop. It's frustrating. I know I don't have to fret about assignments and exams. But I do have my own worries and stress. If I'm given a choice, I'd choose to stress over assignments and exams. Why? Because I'm working on my future. And I'm not taking what I said back. I had to pause my own future and watch everybody walk pass me. Do you know how depressing and frustrating that is? If you wish to be me, ye better think properly. Do you want to be sick? You have friends to talk to. I have none. Why? Because I'm home bound most of the time.
Who do I turn to when I want to cry? Who do I turn to when I want to rant? Who do I turn to to share some news? Who do I go to for a hug? No one. Absolutely no friend at all. You're all so busy. With your own things, your life, your friends. And here I am watching. And wishing to be you.Everybody's studying and working. I want to do that too. I want to know... that I'm working on my future. Not pausing it. Sure, I have a great family. I love them dearly but hey, I need someone else other than just a family. I want to go out and see the world, meet different people, experience new things. But that I am limited to.
If you wish to be me, go get yourself hit by a car or swallow a few kilograms of sugar or something... Then you'll be sick/injured. Then you don't have to go school. Nothing to worry about except that you have to go through the pain of needles poke into you and the pain caused by the accident. =)
Ive had enough of your 'Lucky you ho... No need to worry about exams' or 'Wah... so nice stay at home.. I have to go class later la.' FUCK YOU AND FUCK THAT.
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