Sheela, I blame thee!

Okay.... I have to do this to calm myself down. I'm screaming inside. D:

SUPER DANIEL HENNEY FANGIRL MODE!

TRANSFORM!!

*sparkle sparkle*

*flash*

*appears*

OMG DANIEL HENNEY!! KYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









God's finest creation. ;D

*BITES AND GNAWS ON SHEELA'S ARM*

Feh...

So... how was your Christmas?
I know it's still Christmas when I'm writing this but unless miracle happens, today will turn out to be good.
Morning was okay. It started with laughter and plans with what to do with mum. Then parents went out and my mum came back crying. I didn't know what happened. I don't want to know. My Christmas was ruined. There was no going out, no laughter, no joy. There was only silence, PURE BOREDOM... DULL. FUCK THAT.

Yes, I'm angry.

I wanted today to be special. Because... it IS a special day. isn't it? Happens once in a year. But no it had to be ruin. I just want to break down but bleh, no point ya know. Not only there's no present for me, there was no family outing. I wanted a family outing. Heck, I don't need presents. I just need at least a happy time together for the whole day. It rarely happen. Dad's always working, Mum's always busy and my sister's always in her own world. I'm on my own, ya know. I'm still always lonely.

Now I'm here typing, dad's snoozing, mum's having a headache from crying earlier and doing housework and sister's with little Toffee. I know there are people out there more unfortunate than me today. This is what I've been telling myself for the whole day but I just have to rant it out and forget it ya know. Besides, there's no one else listening to me. Okay, there is... obviously... she 'unbugged' me cause I didn't seem to want to talk. Yes, I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to ruin her Christmas. She was already bored and faraway from her family. -_- I don't want to make her more miserable.

I'm just really frustrated inside. Multiple times I wanted a family get together. Multiple times it failed. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPEN. Mostly because my parents don't agree over something stupid... dad's always so stubborn and mum's always not putting herself in someone else's shoes. It's always all about her. Yes, she sarcrificed a lot. She reminded us everytime she's upset.

I'm a human too, ya know.

Happy birthday, Jesus.

>_> Cat craze forever

I found a new manga. XD Simple and short.
Check this out!
Check... nao... I DEMAND YOU!

I wonder if Toffee actually thinks like that. D:

25th Dec

Whee~
Have a jolly Christmas!
And a Happy New Year~!

Heyho~!

Yesterday went to watch movie with Sharon, Lit Yee and Peter. We watched.... Jeng jeng....!


The princess and the frog.
Very funny though not so... uhm... well, it just didn't 'wow' me. Honestly. As usual, like Disney... lots of singing.

After movie, we walked around and then I had to go home! SHORT BLOG! WHEE!

Laser tag

I forgot which day it was but last week I went out with Sharon and her classmates. There were new faces and I wasn't introduced to them. I said that before I know. XD Only seven were allowed in laser tag. And there were twelve of us. =D So we were divided to two groups - six persons each. I was in the second group. So while waiting, the boys played snooker while we girls watched. -_-;

Not much happening but I had fun when we play laser tag. If only the place was bigger. At the end of the laser tag, everyone sat and rested while some continued to play snooker. Slowly, one by one they all left. However, before we left, we managed to watch Jacky and I forgot who had a go at the go-kart. =D Looks fun.

After all that, Peter, Sharon's friend dropped me, Lit Yee and Sha off in Spring. We had our lunch there and I walked over to my grandma's house. Oh yea, it was the day I brought Toffee home. XD My mum came to pick me up and then Sharon and Lit Yee. After dropping Lit Yee off back in campus, we all headed home and waited for Sharon's friend to pick her up. She left at about 9.30-ish. =D Nothing interesting or big going on but I definitely had my fun.

Dad's birthday

I know previous post was an angry one and I apologize. Well I'm gonna replace this with something happy? =D?

12th Dec, yesterday, was my dad's birthday. There was nothing big going on there. -_- You know dads, they won't want us to spend a lot of money on them though I think they secretly wants something. >_>

I'm embarrassed to say, I gave nothing. I planned to make a flash animation for him. It's free! But unfortunately, since five days ago, I've been busy. But I think I'm still going to work on it. A belated birthday present perhaps but I'm rather new to this flash animation thing so it'll take some time. I know what song I'm going to dedicate to him. IF I manage to finish it, I'll probably post it here.


We went to this restaurant, located at 101. Something new for us. Majority of the food inside is seafood though. So seafood lovers, here's a place you can try. Not many choices like in Buntal but still, it's nice.


This is him, waiting to be serve. XD


My sister busy with phone

Couldn't take mum's picture. KEPT COVERING HER FACE BO! D:


Jeng jeng! Failed photography skill. Peanuts, those soft ones with a little sauce. At first me and my mum thought it was those hard ones and we grabbed it with our fingers. Men-sia soi-kan. -_-

After dinner, we went home and rested for a while before we move to the cake part.


A blueberry cheesecake, yummy but likely to get diabetes if the whole cake is eaten. Bought at Taka. I think. Or was it Mita. -_-; Taka la!


Birthday man and mum blowing out the candles. My mum is going to kill me if she knows I post her in pajamas online. XDD!


Ini macam datuk cut cake. >_>


Only him eat. We were all so full. >_>;


Alas, a birthday kiss~!

Welp, that is all for now. XD Hope you enjoyed it and uhm... will blog about laser tag next. Promise.