Thursday, September 9, 2010

It's been a while...

... since I posted.
I'm lazy and a lot happened I guess.

I'm too lazy to update. XD
Anyway...

I apologized and asked for forgiveness.
It's all up to the person.
I owe no one now.

On another note, a childhood friend of mine hasn't been contacting me. I texted but she never text back. I'm not sure if she came online but I made sure I'm on everyday now.

I wonder if it really happened. Something I dislike when a friend goes overseas to study. In the beginning there were contacts which eventually became less and less... and in the end... I became... 'was'-part-of-their-life. I really didn't want it to happen. She's one of people in my 'special' list. XD Whatever that means... it means she's one of the person I cherished the most.

I'm picky when it comes to friends.
I'm friendly but picky.
Ha. Which makes it harder for me to make friends.

But I really, really didn't want it to happen.
I may be paranoid.
Something must have happened.
I'm worried.
But maybe she's just busy after graduating.
Working and all.


Thinking back about us...

It makes me feel even lonelier.

It must be a phase.
These few days I feel so lonely despite having people around me.
I just have no idea why....

Gotta blog this, hoping the feeling would go away.

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