When will it end?

Just a few days ago, I almost had the perfect smooth skin that I've always wanted. I tried hard to make it as smooth and fair as possible. Almost succeed [Almost dared to go out in shorts again] then BAM!! Rashes came back again. All happened overnight. Why the fuck it happened? Because I took this new medicine. Ew. WTF! Back to square one.... -_-; !@#$%^&*

I'm getting really really frustrated with this whole skin issue. It's like 'ddduuuddeee you're not meant to have smooth skin!'. D: Fuck you.

Last night, me and Nini went to watch Ip Man 2. I love it! XD Jeeze... I missed Ip Man 1 though. Why? Cause when I first saw the poster, I thought it's some stupid hero show...like the Cicak Man or something. And I thought it's pronounce I.P man as in man itself. But it's actually a name... pronounced Yip Man... Man pronounced as Man from the word 'manja'. But just yesterday I found out it's actually about Bruce Lee's master. Now I'm really interested in that. Movies based on true stories have always been intriguing to me. XD Of course there are some modifying going on but still, there are facts in there.

I didn't yawn or get distracted for the whole movie. It's the actions and the sound tracks that made me so pumped up. XD I'd give it 4.8 out of 5 which is something I rarely give to a movie. What's lacking is that... I noticed the students were wearing very modernized clothes... I feel so dumb now but do they actually have beanie in the old days? o.O;;

Anyway, I think it's a movie worth recommending. XD Next movie that I'm looking forward to...

Toy Story 3! XD!!
And POTC 4. >_> But's it's next year so... =|

Yea so...
Just finished downloading Ip Man 1...
So...

Bye!

Second post of the day~!

Yea, I've been blogging lately. I don't know why. @_@
No, I'm not bored. At least I don't feel bored. X3
But I guess it's the blogging phase again.
And I know no one's reading it.
But it's nice to type down my thoughts.
At the end of the day, I can sleep with an empty mind.

If I have to choose an anime to be in, I'd definitely pick Ouran High School Host Club. It seems very worry-free there and well, the characters seemed like the type that would have your back no matter what once you get on their good side. Like a guaranteed protection. That's what I need. Friends I know I can trust. But people nowadays, all they know is to take advantage of another person. Then after they get what they want, that person is thrown aside. Society today is immoral and corrupted. Easily bribe. Easily supporting the winning side just to save their skin.

Loyalty is in extinction.

Mother's day is coming. Allan and me planned to buy my mother a gift. He suggested cake at first but I told him my mum isn't a fan of it. We continued to think and in the end I went in googles to search for some suggestion. Then Allan suggested to buy her a jewelry hanging... thing. It's a body of a woman but it's something we can use to hang our accesories like necklaces, bracelets, watches, earrings, rings and etc. Since my mother has a lot of those, he suggested to buy just that so it's easier for her to find for the things she wants to wear. Today while he's out to celebrate his birthday... yes, falls on the 5th May, he hunted down for that thing too. Even sent pictures for me to choose from. Currently he's still on the search. XD

Just received pictures from him again and I decided on one with the sky blue, black with a bit of golden on the dress. When I have the chance I'll be taking a picture of it.

Princess had her second shot. The doctor said she's very well fed. Of course, look at the tummy. -_- my mum thought she was pregnant. But she's too young to be. XD When she got home she was still hyper but after an hour or two, she started getting very sleepy and slept for a few hours before going back to being hyper again. She's a good exercise for me everyday. >_>; Every time I have to handle her, I'm always perspiring! D:

Her favourite food was tuna from the can but now she wants chicken. >_>; Such a fussy little kitty. But cute! Whee~!! Some of her fur's getting darker and there's a new patch beside her eye. Part of her face turned a little dark brown but not so dark. It's really light but that one patch above her eye is getting darker. I wondered if she'll end up with a dark face. <_<;>_<; Me wuv her!

Mornin'

For the past few weeks, I've been making it a habit to wake up at 6, if not 5 something in the morning every weekdays and on weekends, 8.30 or the latest 9. This morning, I woke up at 5 sharp. I made my bed and opened the windows, expecting to have a gush of cool fresh morning air that I used to always feel a few years back.

Nothing.

The air was stuffy and warm.

I'm actually worried.
I wish it rains heavily everyday.
=/
I never complain about the weather on year end when it was always raining.
Now, you can almost hear me complaining about how hot and stuffy the weather is.
Gosh... global warming is scary.
When are they going to wake up?
We've been using lesser air cond compared to last time.
We need it though.
Because it's so hot.
But I was thinking...
The hotter the weather is, the more air cond will be blasting.
Thus, the global warming continues.
-_-
This is never going to end.
And it's actually scary...
D:

Just checked the weather forecast.
Said there's a chance that it will rain.
I HOPE SO!!!!!!!!!!!
AMEN!!!!

Ceh....

Alan fixed it! >_>; Thank goodness.
Smart boi~!
Whee!
Small problem...
The memory card's dirty...
And we can't see them.
So he used an eraser and rubbed it gently.
Then put it back in and then ta da!
Sigh...
I guess it's useful to start working when we're still young. A lot of experience to share!

On a side note, I had a weird dream last night... Then again all dreams are weird.
I dreamed that I was a blue ranger. XD Yes, from Power Rangers. My childhood heroes. XD!!!
But yes it was weird... but I wasn't a blue ranger the whole way. I was another ranger which I forgot who... But I know I was a male for the whole dream and I'm hot! XD!!! Shyeah~!
In the middle of the dream though, I ended up saving blue ranger.... And I was seriously injured. Then Pink Ranger helped me to this... huge car drove by this guy from CSI New York... forgot his name but he's my favourite leader in CSIs. He's the leader for Power Rangers... XD!!! I forgot how it ended though...

Dad's working night shift tonight~! It's going to be just me, mum and mah sistah~!

Ever feel like...

... You're the unluckiest person in the world?
I just did.
Sigh.

I know there are people far worst than me but I just can't help thinking ya know.
Something happened to my birthday present. In less than a month, I've visited the shop two to three times for repair.I just went to the shop yesterday to get things repaired. First of all, it's the fucking left arrow. I didn't touch the fucking arrow and it just went to the left by itself. Thus this is why I kept dying in games. Fuck that. Second, it refused to read the fucking memory card thousands of times and I got really fed up with it trying to switch it on and off and taking in and out the card just to get it read. It still refused to work even after ten times and right after I almost felt like I just want to give up on it, it started. Okay, happy... but not even ten minutes of playing it, there it goes again. The card somehow couldn't connect to the fucking device. What is that? What shit is that? After taking in and out the card shit, it refused to start and went to this recovery menu shit. I don't hear my friends complain about that shit. No, never. Their games and shit seems fiiiinnnee but not me... ooohhh nnooo... the God of Gadgets just loved to pick on me. I spent half an hour to an hour waiting for that nice man to get it fix. Yea sure everything's fine.... but not even for five hours... the card reading problem happened again. I got it fix MYSELF but this morning, no matter how many times I took it out and in, it just refused to read it. WTF WTF WTF. YOU ASS. I love this thing but... sometimes I just want to throw it against the wall. Not that it would help. Gah! I'm beyond frustration at the moment! Bitch! Bastard! Dickhead! GAH!!!! And I don't even know who I'm aiming that at... =/
ANnd ooo yes, my friends got it at a so much lower price. I bought it way later than them and the price just have to... shhhooot up! And somehow the quality is shitty or I'm just that unlucky. Fuh.

Sometimes I'm sooooo the drama but I just gotta rant.
Damn it.
Damn Sony!

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Another day, another post!

These few days, little Princess was being so naughty. D: She kept going out to fight big cats and actually won... >_>; Wtf... The first time she fought, she came back with a lot of injuries. I mean, what do you expect? A kitten versus two big fat fugly looking cats. D: That was the first and last time she came back with injuries. -_-; She started going out for fights when she knew the way to the back of the house. u_u; And most cats are there instead of front. They only go to the front to get her food. >_<>_> She rests in the afternoon though, most of the time. A nap or just watch TV. Sometimes just laze around for the whole afternoon if there's nothing else to do. Sometimes I feel stressed just listening to her complain. -_-; It makes me feel like I'm a huge burden to her which is true... Sigh...

And dad does the unnecessary -_- Sure, he needs to work but who the hell mops the house three times a day?!!! Everyday!!! Wasted our time too!! And I think dad needs to help her to do things like... Accompany her out for settling things or just shopping. But no, all he knows is work, work, work. Even public holidays. =/ I see people's dad taking them out for a family time. We hardly have that. Most of the times we don't eat meals together. This family just doesn't have the family feeling anymore. I used to eat at my friend's house sometimes and just sitting there with her and family makes me happy cause there was a conversation going even if it's just pointless. But the feeling is nice. I envy her for having such a nice family. Sometimes they argued and debated. But my parents and I, we're so individual-ish. Most of the times I eat meals alone. X3 Not that I mind. I just wish we could eat together sometimes. e_e;; Sure, I get what I want. Gadgets, money and etc but I can never have what money can't buy.

A real family.

We may look happy together outside -- to other people. In fact, inside this house, everyone's lonely. Sad to say, the only thing that keeps this thing together is a little naughty, mischievous Siamese. -_- She's sho cute! Sqqquuueeezzzeeee!!! >_<

Despite all those complains, I still love my family to death!

On a brighter note [I think], I've been downloading movies! Yeap! The internet line has been ungraded so it's been easier for me to download them. Depending on the size of the movie... say... 700mb, it can be done by 1 hour+ but mostly 2 to 3 hours~! I've downloaded a lot of comedies cause that's what I prefer than those slow, romantic ones or those lots of talking ones. D: I've been picky too! I think after Titanic, Leonardo Dicaprio's movies are all... like a cure for insomnia. If ye get whut I mean... ;D But movies like... The Toothfairy, The Game Plan or Bruce Almighty!

Yea, movies like those... keep 'em coming.
But movies like... Sherlock Holmes or The imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus or Last Chance Harvey... I skipped... D: Lots of talking. -_-; Just... no...

They don't give me the 'Ooh what happens next' moment. D: Oh wellz~!

On a side note, thanks to my sister's boyfriend, she has become a better person... Still bitchy but better. But there's one thing that I really dislike about him. He's really nosy.... D:
And today little Princess is going to get her second shot. D: Poor thing....

Buh.... that is all. XD For today.

Decided!

Aha... I've finally decided to study again. And this time I'm going to study a different degree. I don't think multimedia is suitable for me. Hey, what can I say? A few years back, just out of high school with no knowledge about courses and universities. I just took what interest me the most. Computers.

And so we [me & dad] went around, focusing only on courses related to computers. What about coding and designing? Okay, I know a bit of coding and designing... well, I think I'm creative enough. It wouldn't be so hard now is it? I was very wrong about that. Coding, well, I don't have any trouble with that. My problem was designing. Bleugh. I had big trouble with it. Major trouble. With due dates coming up, I still had no idea. Sure, I had the theme in mind but the patterns and such... phew, it was hard. Another problem with me was that I am never satisfied with my own work. I'm satisfied with others, no matter how simple they are. With due dates coming so near, I had to do something. I started designing. BUT I kept changing my mind. Hours of working on a design and a second to delete it. Hyuu~! In the end, I passed the date. -_-; Fuuuccckkk!!

With my experiences in college before, I now know what I have to do to find the suitable subject for me. Actual interest was a major in English. However, it's unavailable here. Boo! I'm still researching about this course I plan to take though. XD But I'm pretty sure I'm going back again. =]

Sad to say, the next intake will be this August. Probably about another 4 months to waste. But I planned to do something - maybe get a part time job while waiting. But first I have to finish my driving lessons and test. Bah, I get to start next Thursday. It took quite a while... But well, at least I'm through with the fucking theory. Hah! Everybody's already on top of the ladder while I'm still trying to climb up. =/ But on the bright side, at least there's a little progress. At least I'm off the ground.

On a different note, I think I'm getting weird. All these time I kept creating what Princess would say. Like my dad will say 'get out' and in my head Princess will say 'No, I don't wanna!' in a cute voice. XDD WTF WTF. <_<; Can't help it. D:

Bundle of joy. X3