Decided!

Aha... I've finally decided to study again. And this time I'm going to study a different degree. I don't think multimedia is suitable for me. Hey, what can I say? A few years back, just out of high school with no knowledge about courses and universities. I just took what interest me the most. Computers.

And so we [me & dad] went around, focusing only on courses related to computers. What about coding and designing? Okay, I know a bit of coding and designing... well, I think I'm creative enough. It wouldn't be so hard now is it? I was very wrong about that. Coding, well, I don't have any trouble with that. My problem was designing. Bleugh. I had big trouble with it. Major trouble. With due dates coming up, I still had no idea. Sure, I had the theme in mind but the patterns and such... phew, it was hard. Another problem with me was that I am never satisfied with my own work. I'm satisfied with others, no matter how simple they are. With due dates coming so near, I had to do something. I started designing. BUT I kept changing my mind. Hours of working on a design and a second to delete it. Hyuu~! In the end, I passed the date. -_-; Fuuuccckkk!!

With my experiences in college before, I now know what I have to do to find the suitable subject for me. Actual interest was a major in English. However, it's unavailable here. Boo! I'm still researching about this course I plan to take though. XD But I'm pretty sure I'm going back again. =]

Sad to say, the next intake will be this August. Probably about another 4 months to waste. But I planned to do something - maybe get a part time job while waiting. But first I have to finish my driving lessons and test. Bah, I get to start next Thursday. It took quite a while... But well, at least I'm through with the fucking theory. Hah! Everybody's already on top of the ladder while I'm still trying to climb up. =/ But on the bright side, at least there's a little progress. At least I'm off the ground.

On a different note, I think I'm getting weird. All these time I kept creating what Princess would say. Like my dad will say 'get out' and in my head Princess will say 'No, I don't wanna!' in a cute voice. XDD WTF WTF. <_<; Can't help it. D:

Bundle of joy. X3