Sunday, January 3, 2010
2010
Ħαρρʏ Иɛω Ƴɛαя тσ ɛʌɛяʏвσ∂ʏ! Ħσρɛғʋℓℓʏ 2010 ωιℓℓ вɛ α ωσи∂ɛяғʋℓ ʏɛαя! Ħσρɛ ʏɛ'αℓℓ нα∂ α ɢяɛαт cɛℓɛвяαтισи! =Ɖ
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Sheela, I blame thee!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Feh...
So... how was your Christmas?
I know it's still Christmas when I'm writing this but unless miracle happens, today will turn out to be good.
Morning was okay. It started with laughter and plans with what to do with mum. Then parents went out and my mum came back crying. I didn't know what happened. I don't want to know. My Christmas was ruined. There was no going out, no laughter, no joy. There was only silence, PURE BOREDOM... DULL. FUCK THAT.
Yes, I'm angry.
I wanted today to be special. Because... it IS a special day. isn't it? Happens once in a year. But no it had to be ruin. I just want to break down but bleh, no point ya know. Not only there's no present for me, there was no family outing. I wanted a family outing. Heck, I don't need presents. I just need at least a happy time together for the whole day. It rarely happen. Dad's always working, Mum's always busy and my sister's always in her own world. I'm on my own, ya know. I'm still always lonely.
Now I'm here typing, dad's snoozing, mum's having a headache from crying earlier and doing housework and sister's with little Toffee. I know there are people out there more unfortunate than me today. This is what I've been telling myself for the whole day but I just have to rant it out and forget it ya know. Besides, there's no one else listening to me. Okay, there is... obviously... she 'unbugged' me cause I didn't seem to want to talk. Yes, I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to ruin her Christmas. She was already bored and faraway from her family. -_- I don't want to make her more miserable.
I'm just really frustrated inside. Multiple times I wanted a family get together. Multiple times it failed. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPEN. Mostly because my parents don't agree over something stupid... dad's always so stubborn and mum's always not putting herself in someone else's shoes. It's always all about her. Yes, she sarcrificed a lot. She reminded us everytime she's upset.
I'm a human too, ya know.
Happy birthday, Jesus.
I know it's still Christmas when I'm writing this but unless miracle happens, today will turn out to be good.
Morning was okay. It started with laughter and plans with what to do with mum. Then parents went out and my mum came back crying. I didn't know what happened. I don't want to know. My Christmas was ruined. There was no going out, no laughter, no joy. There was only silence, PURE BOREDOM... DULL. FUCK THAT.
Yes, I'm angry.
I wanted today to be special. Because... it IS a special day. isn't it? Happens once in a year. But no it had to be ruin. I just want to break down but bleh, no point ya know. Not only there's no present for me, there was no family outing. I wanted a family outing. Heck, I don't need presents. I just need at least a happy time together for the whole day. It rarely happen. Dad's always working, Mum's always busy and my sister's always in her own world. I'm on my own, ya know. I'm still always lonely.
Now I'm here typing, dad's snoozing, mum's having a headache from crying earlier and doing housework and sister's with little Toffee. I know there are people out there more unfortunate than me today. This is what I've been telling myself for the whole day but I just have to rant it out and forget it ya know. Besides, there's no one else listening to me. Okay, there is... obviously... she 'unbugged' me cause I didn't seem to want to talk. Yes, I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to ruin her Christmas. She was already bored and faraway from her family. -_- I don't want to make her more miserable.
I'm just really frustrated inside. Multiple times I wanted a family get together. Multiple times it failed. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPEN. Mostly because my parents don't agree over something stupid... dad's always so stubborn and mum's always not putting herself in someone else's shoes. It's always all about her. Yes, she sarcrificed a lot. She reminded us everytime she's upset.
I'm a human too, ya know.
Happy birthday, Jesus.
>_> Cat craze forever
I found a new manga. XD Simple and short.
Check this out!
Check... nao... I DEMAND YOU!
I wonder if Toffee actually thinks like that. D:
Check this out!
Check... nao... I DEMAND YOU!
I wonder if Toffee actually thinks like that. D:
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Heyho~!
Yesterday went to watch movie with Sharon, Lit Yee and Peter. We watched.... Jeng jeng....!

The princess and the frog.
Very funny though not so... uhm... well, it just didn't 'wow' me. Honestly. As usual, like Disney... lots of singing.
After movie, we walked around and then I had to go home! SHORT BLOG! WHEE!

The princess and the frog.
Very funny though not so... uhm... well, it just didn't 'wow' me. Honestly. As usual, like Disney... lots of singing.
After movie, we walked around and then I had to go home! SHORT BLOG! WHEE!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Laser tag
I forgot which day it was but last week I went out with Sharon and her classmates. There were new faces and I wasn't introduced to them. I said that before I know. XD Only seven were allowed in laser tag. And there were twelve of us. =D So we were divided to two groups - six persons each. I was in the second group. So while waiting, the boys played snooker while we girls watched. -_-;
Not much happening but I had fun when we play laser tag. If only the place was bigger. At the end of the laser tag, everyone sat and rested while some continued to play snooker. Slowly, one by one they all left. However, before we left, we managed to watch Jacky and I forgot who had a go at the go-kart. =D Looks fun.
After all that, Peter, Sharon's friend dropped me, Lit Yee and Sha off in Spring. We had our lunch there and I walked over to my grandma's house. Oh yea, it was the day I brought Toffee home. XD My mum came to pick me up and then Sharon and Lit Yee. After dropping Lit Yee off back in campus, we all headed home and waited for Sharon's friend to pick her up. She left at about 9.30-ish. =D Nothing interesting or big going on but I definitely had my fun.









Not much happening but I had fun when we play laser tag. If only the place was bigger. At the end of the laser tag, everyone sat and rested while some continued to play snooker. Slowly, one by one they all left. However, before we left, we managed to watch Jacky and I forgot who had a go at the go-kart. =D Looks fun.
After all that, Peter, Sharon's friend dropped me, Lit Yee and Sha off in Spring. We had our lunch there and I walked over to my grandma's house. Oh yea, it was the day I brought Toffee home. XD My mum came to pick me up and then Sharon and Lit Yee. After dropping Lit Yee off back in campus, we all headed home and waited for Sharon's friend to pick her up. She left at about 9.30-ish. =D Nothing interesting or big going on but I definitely had my fun.
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