Ahhh....

► Lazy to update. =|
► Been frustrated with everyone's negativity towards themselves and everything.
► Don't wanna stay home.
► Been sick on and off.
► Went out with Nini last week. Watched that Meatball movie. Annoying animation. Good story.
► Thinks I have the best parents in the world. =)
► Is addicted to Facebook.
► Is annoyed with the dry cracks on palms.
► Need to remember to bring camera whenever going out with friends or family.
► Is looking forward to watch Michael Jackson movie on the 3rd November with Nini. =)


Peace out.

Moon keeki

Moon cake festival is tomolo!! Whey hey~! Nothing big though. Or at least as the years go by, every festival doesn't seem to be such a big deal. =< Which is sad. Just ten years ago, whenever there was a festival, there was always a family dinner. I remembered when we used to buy lots of lanterns just for this Moon Cake Festival and hung it at night right after family dinner. There's grandma, grandpa, uncles, aunties and cousins. While the adults talked, we kids would run out with lanterns, matches or lighters. One of the adults would be there to supervise us too... Just in case we decided to burn the whole backyard.

But now, the backyard's dark on this day. No family dinner, no lanterns. It's just like every normal day. Not something to look forward to. Saya ber-emo. XDD But seriously though, I missed those days. The beauty of the light when the lanterns were lit and those charcoal black lanterns after they were caught in fire. Family reunion - something that is so not common these days. There's always a problem within one family. Jealousy and greed as the common reason.

Anyway, yesterday me and Nini went to the Moon Cake Festival event nearby the temple which is nearby Ala Carte. =D There were different types of stores open. Honestly, it's not as nice as the previous years. Less stores, less things to see. Probably because of H1N1 or bad economy. Maybe both. There, we walked around, looking at things. Nini was excited since she never know that there's this kind of event going on around there. Before that though, we walked in the temple. Nini wanted to take pictures but she didn't dare and her phone battery's flat. So I took them with mine. But only two though because I felt uncomfortable taking pictures around the temple while everyone's praying. D: I bought her moon cakes! Since she never tried them before. =D We bought cotton candies too! It was freaking hot and we headed to Corallium afterwards. I had Banana Chocolate[<3], Onion Rings [Bland...] and Couple Chocolate Fondue [<3!!!!]. I didn't take pictures... Forgot bah! Forgot! -_- And Nini had some pineapple juice which is, according to her, is sour and potato wedges!

These are the pictures of the temple. Not clear, I know. =<




I think that is all. Happy celebrating Moon Cake Festival. ;D

Eyebrows.... *Wriggle wriggle*

I finally have pictures from Pynky but I'm lazy to resize it.... for now... Later la I do. BUT YOU MUST WATCH THIS. XD

Meh...

5 centimeter per second is beautiful anime. Pure romance. I don't fancy pure romance but I find this anime rather touching and interesting. Maybe it's because I could connect with how the girl feels in Episode 2. The story is sweet and simple. Definitely no action in it.

I know the previous post was pure emo. I was frustrated that day. =< I was thinking of deleting the whole post but that just defeats the purpose of blogging, right? So it'll stay there... to make you miserable too. Ha!


Anyway, I did mention about going for a Karaoke the previous two posts, ya? It happened just yesterday except that I didn't get to sing 'Only Hope' by Mandy Moore. It's okay though. I had fun. Pynky picked me up around 11.30am and met with her other Swinburne friends at Absolute located at 4th mile, nearby that Everise place. There was eleven of us altogether and because of that, our drinks which were supposed to cost RM5 per can were complimentary. And because we're students, he charged us RM10 each instead of the normal RM12. I didn't know we were supposed to bring IC or ID but the person in charge let me in anyway. I didn't bring any of it because I fear I may lose them. D: After lunch and a little stroll around Spring, we arrived at Absolute around 2.30pm. Many songs were already selected by the time we got there and most of them are Chinese. Me, being a banana [Chinese who doesn't speak Chinese. I'm learning!] only know 5 songs out of probably.... more than 30 songs. There were moments when they sang nicely but most of the time they kung fu-ed/Falcon kicked/slayed/killed/murdered the songs. There were weird additional background singing and sound effects, all made by the boys. Girls were more serious in their singing. =|

We hung out till 6. Pynky and me decided to go for dinner and then home while the others planned to watch movie. Coincidentally Edwin, someone who you should meditate before meeting him, wanted to have dinner too. Since he was alone, Pynky and me joined him in Sugarbun in Kenyalang. Yesterday definitely beats my everyday-nothing-to-do activity. I had fun. I've been trying to find things to do but in the end, pft... sho boring! I can't wait to get back to studying. And speaking of that, according to Edwin, the course I wanted to switch to is only available in Kuala Lumpur or Singapore. Not here! But the good news is... the job for that category is high in demand.

I actually wrote longer for this entry but blogspot decided to hate me today.



Drawing like a kindergarden-er is fun but I said that because I don't know how to draw. =D That is all for today. BY THE WAY, I HAZ WIG!! Bought from Alysha. There are no pictures in this entry because I have to get it from Pynky. I didn't bring my camera yesterday because I fail as a blogger. =< Hopefully, I'll be posting some pictures the next time I blog again. Lights out! See ya.

Frustrating

Lately there's never been a day that I've been through without pain. Then again, I've been through almost everyday with pain. Two days ago I had my left ear stitched. Without given any anesthetic. Four times that big needle pierced through my ear. Four times I wailed. Four times I wished to lose the nerve that can feel pain. Four times I wanted someone to be there for me so I can hold his/her hand while I stand the pain that seemed endless.

Life rarely treated me good and yet I have to go through it everyday. I sound suicidal. Believe me, I feel suicidal sometimes but I have no guts to go through it. 'Things will get better' - that's a common phrase for me. 'Be strong' - that's what everybody told me. No, I'm tired of 'being strong'. And yet here I am, surviving everyday, not knowing what else I have to go through.

My life is so painful, sometimes I wish I'm dead.

Hisashiburi desu ne....

Yeap, it's been a long while since I updated this blog. I was actually thinking of quitting it but reading other people's blog managed to motivate me again. So far nothing much happened. I'm still taking a long break from studying. But I do hope I'll get back to it next year. I can't wait to be busy again. But I'm sure when I'm busy I'll so wish I'm free again.

Humans, they are never satisfied with whatever they have.

Days ago I lost something precious to me. My soft toy. You may think it's silly but to me, it's something that has been going through ups and downs with me for the past few months. It was there for me to cuddle and hug whenever I feel down but now, I am without it. It breaks my heart. I cried. I missed it. I still do.



Now I have an urge to go karaoke and sing this particular song. Only Hope by Mandy Moore. So random, I know. Ah yes, the memories... A Walk to Remember is one sad movie. It was something we girls went crazy about back in high school days. Now it's forgotten. But I found it in youtube and downloaded it again. It's in loop. It's addictive. It's emo. I like emo songs, Shut up. D:

Silly thoughts

22 may just only be a number... But as time draws closer to twelve midnight... I had a slight fear and panic in me. It felt as if I missed a lot a few years back and I will probably still going to miss them. Sometimes, life to me seems pointless. I live because I have to. I already miss being 21. But time doesn't wait or freeze. In less than an hour, I'll be 22.

I guess I don't really want to grow up and old. I still want to be a kid again - with no worries or responsibilities. At least, all I know, a kid rarely judges people. Everyone's a friend.