Silly thoughts

22 may just only be a number... But as time draws closer to twelve midnight... I had a slight fear and panic in me. It felt as if I missed a lot a few years back and I will probably still going to miss them. Sometimes, life to me seems pointless. I live because I have to. I already miss being 21. But time doesn't wait or freeze. In less than an hour, I'll be 22.

I guess I don't really want to grow up and old. I still want to be a kid again - with no worries or responsibilities. At least, all I know, a kid rarely judges people. Everyone's a friend.

=_=

Stop trying to find something to start an argument with me plzkthx.
You want to talk we talk.
If not, shut the fuck up already.

Drama Queens...

No matter how sociable you are, you'll always ended up alone.
It's because people tend to stay away from those kind of people.
I'm one of them.

I know this is not a song but...

My sister showed that to me. XD

Flyleaf - I'm so sick

Recommended and loved by MauveMarionette

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now

Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick

Lyrics from AZLYRIC

Quote of the week

Do you know why the rain comes?
It's because someone is praying for all your sadness away to comfort you.


Photograph by:
Deviantart

Hamasaki Ayumi - Days

Days rip from PV - Ayumi Hamasaki

Recommended by pynk-candy.
Can't find the actual video in Youtube. For some reason they took it off. =/ But if you want to see it, go to Video Uncovered.

From the lyrics, I think that everyone must have been through that at least once. All of this, it expresses those feelings so well.

Nanigenaku kawashiteru
kotoba no hitotsu hitotsu ga
bokuni tottewa totemo
daijina takaramono
Each one of the words
you nonchalantly speak
to me are all
a very precious treasure

dakedo jibunndemonandaka
hazukashiikuraidakara
kimiga shittara kitto
warawarechaudarou
But even I find that
embarrassing
so surely if you knew this
you would laugh

aitakute aitakute semete koega kikitakute
youmonaku denwa shitari
Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

kimiga iru soredakede
kokoro ga totemo atatakakunaru
bokuno negaiwa
tatta hitotsudake
sonna fuuni itsumademo
kimiwo sukina mamade iteiidesuka?
Just by you being there
my heart becomes so warm
And my wish
is only one
Is it ok if I keep
loving you this way?

Taisetsuna hitoga iru
kotowa mou zutto maekara shitteiruyo
datte egaoga kagayaiteru
You have someone special already
I've known that for a while
because your smile is shining so

setsunakute setsunakute
munega gyutto naruyorumo
tashikanine arukeredo
It is painful, so painful
and my chest feels crushed but
It is certainly there

kimi wo omou soredakede
kokorowa ikiru imi wo motsukara
nanikawo motometeiru wakejyanakute
tada konna fuu ni
itsumademo
kimino sukina boku de iteii desuka?
Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it's not like I'm expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay this person you admire?

Aitakute aitakute
semete koega kikitakute
youmo naku denwashitari
Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

Kimiga iru soredakede
kokoroga totemo
atatakakunaru
bokuno negaiwa
tatta hitotsudake
kimiwo sukina mamade isasete
Just by you being there
my heart becomes really warm
My wish is only one
please let me keep loving you

Kimi wo omou
soredakede
kokorowa ikiru imiwo motsukara
Nanika wo motometeru wakejyanaku
tada konna fuuni itsumademo
Kimi wo sukina bokude
iteiidesuka?
Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it's not like I'm expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay loving you like this?


Song from Imeem
Lyric and Translation from Video Uncovered.